LMAO

When all is crumbling,

2010-07-09T18:06:00.006+08:00

(Via WhatMarielSaid)
Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile

Never Say Never-The Fray

Heey Guys.

Don't say I don't update :D

I DOOOO!

So yeah, anyways, last post for the....while?

At least I hope so.

PSLE's near. Or I think it is.

I told you Imma nerd B)

haha yeah.

I'll update once in a while ;D

oh yeah.

DOESN'T THIS ULTRA BIG PHOTO TELL YOU SOMETHING?!!?!?!!

I wanna watch Despicable me soooooooooooo bad!! (And Eclipse too:D)

GAWD. They're like super adorable!!!!

Really want to watch it.

Yeah, I happen to love watching movies :D

Who doesn't.

Anyway, this post is gonna be the things I like.

Of course, always Me myself and I. Duh. I'm like self-centered. LOL. Joking~

So yeah let me tell you what I like.

I like it when you get that awkward feeling when you walk with someone you're not familiar with.

I like it when you're pet pees at the wrong place and your neighbour saw you allowing you're dog do it.

I like it when chio girls getting rejected by hot guys.

I like it when random people sing out of tune in public places.

Ouhyeah. You know you love it too ;D

BYESSS!

Who cares if you disagree?

2010-07-05T18:08:00.003+08:00

(Via Leilockheart)

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

King Of Anything- Sara Bareilles

Hey guys ;D

Nothing much to post now :D

Running out of awesome ideas.

And my bad to those who got misconceptions on me closing my blog.

I never wanted to, duh.

This blog is like my own child.

I'll just go on a hiatus.

H-I-A-T-U-S.

Ok. That's cleared.

Soooo........... yeah.

I owe Joalina a post.

But I haven't got her photo yet so...

I'm playing Audition again ;D

Still noob though. Haha. Liping's noob-er

It's super fun to play with him cause he always loses. MUAHA.

Anyway, today's topic is about...

WORRIES.

I worry about the monsters under my bed.

I worry about losing the people I love.

I worry about jumping down a tall building.

I worry about not being able to wake up the next day, or forever, without being fulfilled.

I worry about getting into my twilight years.

...

Ok, I worry about many things.

But who doesn't?

Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy.

So, try to not worry to much.

BE HAPPY :DDDDD

*dramatic much? XD *

Kk, ending here.

Byes nincompoopies!

Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time

2010-07-02T16:58:00.006+08:00

(Via TakeMyMemories)

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting,

anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting,

anticipating for the call.

Turn It Up-Pixie Lott

*Waves*

How've you been?

My tagboard's dead.

Thus, ~~I'll close my blog by this week or next week max~~ edited*I'll be MIA-ing(sorry! I didn't actually wanted to say that I wanted to close my blog, oh well i'm stupid.)

Anyway, I've been having lots of troubles.

And I'm sad. Again.

Anyway, Daphne asked me to blog about this.

One's called Maomao and the other one is called MaoMaoMao. I think. Can't remember.

This is MaoMaoMao given by Daphne darl when she went to XiaMan aka China. Haha. Super cute, it's in a Chinese Clothing.

This is MaoMao. SUPER CHUBBY!! AND SUPER CUTE!!

Ending here. Byes.

Did you even notice the whole world shatter?

2010-06-29T16:59:00.006+08:00

(Via TakeMyMemories)

I just want to hold you till you know I’m sorry
But I just keep it all inside
That way it won’t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

Say Goodbye-Katherine Mcphee

Hey kiddies!

How's school?

My first few days have been average.

I'm lying, I feel kindda horrible.

Anyway, I'm hoping you have a really nice school retreat(:

I know I haven't been updating much.

I'm sorry.Again.

I'm really having no mood these few days.

And loss inspiration blogging.

And got pissed getting a skin to work in ALL browsers. ESPECIALLY IE-.-

But anyway, I'm back.

But will be going on hiatus in a few days or weeks time.

I....really don't know what to blog about.

ARGH. I'll just blabber shit.

There's always a problem when I create new accounts.

Why?

I always forget my password.

And it's particularly not my fault.

There's 1 reason why I can't remember it.

Everytime I make an account. They would always be crap demanding on the password I make,

why the hell don't you allow me to put 123. Sorry lorh. I don't h

ave super memory, apparently I don't own a thumb drive in my brain!!!

Fine.Fine. I'll change it alittle.

What?Now are you challenging me?

I'm only fair now?!

Oh, I'm sure another million people have freaking good creative minds to think of some fucked up password! FINE. I'll put a freaking arsehole long password of random numbers!

Oh yeah! Who's strong now???!

I know, I ROCK!

Yeah..... Just when I thought I won,

it shoots me back

Don't lie, you know I would forget it. -.-

Ok. I know you won't feel that way.

I'm weird.

BYESSS

You got me crying tonight,

2010-06-27T13:07:00.003+08:00

( Via TakeMyMemories)

Is this what its gonna be like
I try and act like im fine

but I will never be right

Without You-Pixie Lott

Hey guys.

I know I didn't update again.

I'm sorry.

Anyways, I'm moody now. :(

I'll continue on with my post anyway.

So I really enjoyed the trip. Just a quick summary about it.

I didn't take many photos cause my phone batt was dead.

Screw it.

Doesn't it look super chio? LOL

Believe it or not, I painted it.

I rock TTM yo \m/

Super fun painting it. Something called Batik?

I'm not really sure.

Miss Kaur painting for the kids who didn't come. HAHA. Super weird.

Mr Wu acting pro in arts. xD

I remembered Damon was there being pressured cause of Mr Wu.

HAHA. Super comedic.

My little brothers/juniors.

HAHA. Had fun sitting with them. They super fun to be with.

Ok. We went many places after that.

Shan't elaborate much about it.

I'm fine, I'm always fine. But I'm not okay. :(

It hurts to see the people I wanted to get close to, completely neglect me, and still be so happy.

I'm happy for them, I am.

It's just...that slight feeling of upset and....disappointment.

What the hell is gonna change when I write this?

In the end. I'm the same girl you see being really happy and saying "I'm fine."

It's that the way it's supposed to be?

I don't know.

I'm really,really childish just by saying that, well, believe me when I say I'm an idiot.

Cause I really am.

I'm really happy for people who are happy.

But who's happy for me?

When your hearts under attack

2010-06-24T17:16:00.018+08:00

(Via WhatMarielSaid)

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.

I never thought that I could take the burn.

I never had the strength to take it higher,

Until I reached the point of no return.

Never Say Never-Justin Bieber

Hiiie!

I'm here to update on the awesome trip.

But before that I'm gonna prove something.

I was chatting on facebook with Daphne just now. And she was asking me what was I wearing I said I was wearing a shirt with boxers. She said I was lying cause boxers are for boys.

I'm wearing monkey boxers yo \M/

I have no idea whether I felt offended when my mum bought me boxers.

Nahh.

Don't worry I'm wearing it as shorts:D

Screw my super unglam face. And screw you for mocking it.

Ohkay, I'll continue on for todays post.

So this is the entrance for Universal Studios. It looks really cool in real life. And I apologise cause I'm famous for quick and blur photos:D

So yeah, this was the inside part of U.S, shan't describe much about it. It just look super awesome.

So after that me,my sis and my Godma went to "Lights Camera Action" show. Super awesome. And super loud.

It's like a scene that they would show you about a scene with heavy rains, hurricanes etc., go find out yourself the rest, I'm not gonna say.

It reveals that a quiet and empty sound stage is more than what it seems.(:

You'd be like standing on a platform, do listen to the guides there when they say stand behind the yellow line. And no, it's not for your safety.(: Honestly.

Exiting the show. My sister's extra face there. :p

After that saw my cousins,Grandma & Godpa. Went to walk around. More scenery pictures!:D

Look at that bloody scary roller coaster la! WTF?!
After which we went to "Far Far Away" which is a section of U.S. Which wasn't really faraway. OMFGOSH! STUPID COLD JOKE. Anyway,

Then we went to Shrek 4D. (Haha, I thought it was something like gambling too:D)

My sis candid shot.

Awesome show.(:No photography was allowed so yeah, end here about Shrek 4D.

After that we sat on the Shrek Roller coaster. My gawd I was damn shit scared when I was dragged in to try by my sis cause I'm scared of heights.

Let me introduce some of my family.

That's my Godpa.

That's Phyllis

That's Westley.(Not the guy at the back yawning btw:D)

And that's my act cute sister.

So this was the ride. I was scared to the max. But in the end we rode it 6 times:D

SUPER FUN!!!!! And sit at the last seat!!! It's fasterrrrrr!!!! And hell more suang!

Last one we rode was the canopy flyer I think. Can't remember the name. Being the awful chicken I am, I was about to back out. In the end also sit. Fun to the max to yeahhh! It's like literally flying of your seat. And it's really high. Then me and my cousin deal said sing Elmo's World while riding it. Then me and Westley really sing, or more like scream. Then one Indian family below us were laughing. SUCKERS! >:]

Some pics of the turning aka can make you fly off your seat part turnings.

After that we left Universal Studios. I really liked it alot~ rate it 1000 over 10. Gonna go there again after PSLE~ woots!

After that I didn't take much photos cause my batt when flat.:p

Followed by going to Sentosa and played the Luge at about at night and watch a show.

We took the train there, and my grandma got really drunk.

Cause I think she drank alot at the bar there.

She started singing on the train.

HAHA! Love her TTM.

Soon, all the adults there got drunk, then followed by me :p

Kidding, I don't drink, Do I...?

Anyway, we went to watch Songs Of The Sea.

Quite nice, I like the effects most.

On the sky rider I was freaking scared cause it was damn high.

My sis was kind enough to like shake it-.-

MUST PLAY THE LUGE AT NIGHT!

The road's are like colourful and really really nice.

And plus not many people.

So GO AT NIGHT!!!

And you should see the Hard Rock Hotel Room.

Awesome! Super Chio!!!!

My cousins stay there for 3 days. Super lucky.

Ending here. Love that day alot!!!! Pardon my bad english, I updated too many pictures now I'm pissed for taking so long to finish this post. My Gosh.

I'll post about Malaysia soon too~!

BYEBYE!

Every second, every single time,

2010-06-23T21:00:00.013+08:00

(Via WhereTheHeartIs)

For you I'd be

Runnin' a thousand miles

Just get you where you are

Step to the beat of my heart

Somebody To Love-Justin Bieber

Hey guys!

-Points up- happens to be my fave picture since Jan btw.

Remembered saying that when I was a little kid.

To sad to let it go to waste. Thus, here it is:D

Yes, I know. You want to pierce a fork into my eye for not updating

and replying tags.

I'm really sorry.

I have been enjoying this past 2 days tremendously, having a super great time.

Super sad that it's over.

I just came back from Malaysia btw,

I'm rocking you rite?:D

So yeah I have 3 overdue posts now. Damn it. I'll get started on the first post which is almost I think 4 days old....Yeah.

What's this?

Youtube duh.

Only an idiot doesn't know youtube.

Haha. You're an idiot :p

Anyways, youtube has been shitastic-ally popular these days.

And so have youtube communities.

I don't really know why, but this happens to be really really famous in school;

Peter Chao:D

I have to say, he's really really funny, just more horny.

And this is,

Nigahiga:D

He's funny too!

There are many many really cool things on youtube.

Explore it a little more.

Anyways, so i really really wonder how they do this stuff so pro-ly.

And how they do get so funny, gawd I want those genes.

I don't even sound funny to myself:(

My imaginary friend feels the same way.

Oh well, life's like that.

*Sorry Daphne I failed this post. I really have no inspiration to think of anything out of the box about this:D

Anyways, I'll be posting on the 2 most amazing-est days of my life tomorrow, or some other day :D

See ya then!

I love him more than life

2010-06-19T17:29:00.008+08:00

(Via WhereTheHeartIs)

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead

That Girl-David Choi

Heeeey!!

I watched a movie at Northpoint last night.

(Source from Google)

I LOVE TOY STORY 3!!!!!!!!!

With all the other 7 year old kids :p

I watched it like at like 9pm and the theater was filled with young children.

Yeah. I love night movies:D

Ohyeah, I'm cool B)

I really recommend the movie cause it's really awesome~

And it's super touchingg and funny.

Watch it.

Or I'll kill you.

The second movie I watched which was like at 1 in the morning. -Points Below-

(Source from Google)

I like the movie alot(:

It keeps you thinking

though it's a little....PG?

Yeah. But who gives a damn:DD

OhMyGod. I'm a freak.

Anyways I LOVED it actually.

I wanted to watch this lovely movie long ago actually.

And I did. HellYeah.

I'm not even gonna let out a simple preview for you.

You lazy people go watch the movie yourself.

Watch it. MUST WATCH -Serious face-

Ok I'll end here. See ya!

People's gonna ask me why I keep watching movies and don't have a life.

edited*

Oh yeah. I really need to apologise to you guys.

My mind has been really fucked up lately.

Not in a horny way-.-

I mean I've been spelling things wrong,using wrong words, making sentences with no sense.

Which includes my blog. I've been writing things like some retard person with shit many typos.

Sorry:(

I'm a nincompoop these days.

Do bear with my horrid brain :D

*/edited.

Cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door

2010-06-18T13:37:00.007+08:00

And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all

And you flashback to when he said, forever and always

Forever and Always-Taylor Swift

HIIE GUYS:D

Ok. I'm doing a full post today.

I rock to the max can?

MUAHAHA.

Anyways, back to the point. I promised Daphne that I would do a post about Hackers.

Yeah, I have really have no idea what hackers do.

But anyway, I'm gonna try:DD

I'm sure like if you played Audition or whatever online game. There would be Hackers.

And yeah. They would probably be those people with fucked up smart ass brains that could

break super numeral codes like it's a piece of shit.

Which would probably look something like this.

Unlike me, who spends time thinking about....nothing.

Really I wonder how people hack anything.

Cause I really don't know how they do.

*Curse their asshole smart brains*

But yeah. I mean their like the rulers of the cyber world and stuff.

But what if it's in reality?

This is a simple example of one of the best hackers in the world.

Yes. That's life of a hacker.

That was dedication to the bloody hacker that hacked my acc a few years ago:D

Have a nice life in hell

you bloody mother fu...

Yeah anyways,

sorry for the sucks it post.

It wasn't even funny in my head.

So I'm sorry :(

Till next time:DD

I hope you like me as I am,

2010-06-16T19:25:00.006+08:00

(Via TakeMyMemories)So why do I disappear when you come near,It makes me feel so small,
If I could read your mind,
BOY would I find, any trace of me at all.

Superman-Joe Brooks

Hey guys!

Hell yeah I'm bored. Again.

Gawd there hasn't been a post without me saying "I'm bored"

Sucks it.

Anyways, that's not the only thing that hasn't sucked,

Everyone is watching the world cup,besides me.

I hadn't done my school work.

I haven't revised at all.

I'm rotting on the computer, having no life.

Meow.

Yeah. The reason why I so care about studying this year cause of PSLE, and the fact I promise my grandpa I'd study harder:\

I told you Imma nerd B)

But I really am worried of many things now. (Here for more)

Anyways, I'll be back with more nonsensical stuff soon to try to rock your socks off,

for now~

TOODLES!!!

Let me entertain you with this awesome picture that I found in someone's blog. Read properly yeah!!!

(If you're the one who place this in your blog,tumblr, or what so ever FIRST please let me know, apologies for not crediting, I forgot the link.)

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages,

2010-06-13T13:14:00.007+08:00

(Via WhereTheHeartIs)

You can be the tears that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Perfect Two-Auburn

Hey guys(:

I know. I didn't like update for a week.

HellYeah.

I didn't update cause, my life is like...boring.

Yupps.

So yeah, anyways, I went out with my dad and sis yesterday.

Let me show you where we went.

Just looking at Singapore yeah.

No, it's not a picture of Singapore experiencing some tornado.

Geez-.-

This is the route that I took.Or felt like I took.

Ok la. I didn't walk so much.

I tell you what happen.

My dad wanted to take us to Orchard to eat Jack's Place(Suang right?:D )

Then while we were in the car, the radio said that there would be a huge bloody jam.

Thus, my dad parked at Ang Mo Kio, at some block of I-don't-know flats.

And we took the MRT to Orchard.

When we ate our dinner my dad wanted to go to Mustaffa in Little India, and we had to take another train to get there.

Gawd,it was weird there. We were like the only Chinese people there.Awkward.

So yeah anyway.This was not the reason why I posted.

Hell no. This is nothing:D

Ohyeah. I didn't take any photos at all, cause I'm lazy(:

Anyways, so I'm sure once in your life you would ask your parents.

Why was I named [Insert name]

Fine, if you didn't then your just weird;

But anyways, since I feel like I'm talking to myself

I shall be talking about why my name is Alexis.

1. When my mum and dad was like thinking up a name for me. They was about to call me Yasmine or Jasmine or something.

Yasmine Chen Kit May. Haha.Sounds weird.(:

Anyway, so if I'm not wrong, just a few months before my mum gave birth, she made enemies with a colleague of hers called Jasmine.

(No offense to people who are called Jasmine or Yasmine or what so ever.)

And she was thinking hell yeah, I needed to change her name cause I don't wanna bitch my daughter's name.

So yeah how did I get my name Alexis?

My mum and dad probably did a hell research and dunno how they got the name Alexis.

My mum liked the name cause she said she liked Alexandra The Great.

I'm like hell mum, I don't want to be some roman guy who killed everyone in rome(or something, I don't know what he actually is okay?)

And I'm not gonna put his photo up, so just google it up or something kay?

And yes, I was named after a boy.

2.My dad liked the name for one particular reason.

Lexus

I have no idea what car he wanted. Probably some old Lexus Car.

So yeap. I was named after a male roman car murderer. Sweet.

My name is actually similar to what happens to some of my celebrations.

For example, people celebrate Good Friday(I'm catholic btw:D)

My family celebrate Thank God it's Friday.

Oh Well, my family is my family(:

Yupps. I'll end here

Bye Dearies:D

The promises you made

2010-06-08T15:05:00.008+08:00

(ViaWhereTheHeartIs)

The power lines went out

And I am all alone
But I don't really care at all
Not answering my phone

Candles-Hey Monday

HIIE!

I posted my first 100% done by myself blogskin!

Claps for me man!(:

The skin sucks ttm though,

but view it eh?

HERE!!

here's a screenshot for ya,

I have no idea why I love screenshots these days.Gawd.

So yeah.

I'll get started on a topic.Soon:D

I'm lazyyyy T.T

Not my fault :p

MUST SEE MY SKIN.

Or I kill u :DD

If I'm not as lazy later, I would probably start on my topic:DD

So stay tuned yeah?

[edited]

HEEYO!

I'm back:DD

Hmmm.

Ohyeah. My post.

You know when I go to the coffee shop to eat with my family weekends, it would always be shit jam packed. And it would take forever to just get a seat.

And when I do get a seat, my parents would like be in a rush to buy food.

As for typical Singaporeans there are 2 methods which I'm familiar about to 'chope' place.

Method 1

The use tissue paper to chope place method.

This method isn't actually very famous anymore, cause Singaporeans are afraid that the cleaner would just like take it away, or like people would normally heck care it and still take the seat.

Method 2

Since Method 1 doesn't work, they(Singaporeans) decided to use another method. Instead of using tissue paper, they decided to use humans. And this is specifically for families.

This is

THE USE YOUNGEST PERSON IN THE GROUP TO BOOK PLACE METHOD

And yes, since I happen to be the youngest in my family, I would always get 'pang-seh-ed', and be left to chope the place.

So in between that time, what am I suppose to do?

I don't bring like PSPs, or books or whatever young kids normally bring.

I would just stare at my phone blindly, which would entertain me for 2 seconds.

So yeah. My family would normally has something with buy the food from the longest queue kind instinct. And yeah that would probably be about 5 to 15 mintues.

So what the hell am I suppose to do now?

So I would just daze into space.

And when I do daze into space, I would look at one person.

And not like I'm a freak and enjoy staring at people,

but I would just like stare blindly without me even noticing.

But things can go wrong when the person stares back.

I would have that Oh shit, That's damn bloody awkward. And all this wierd things start popping into my head.Something like this.

And I would have to feel awkward for another 10 minutes. Great =.=

And just when you thought I thought I would never have to do that again.

The cycle just repeats itself once I go for a meal in the coffee shop. Again.-.-

Oh well, that's life:\

I'll end here(: All wordy pictures are MINE. 100% Copyrighted yeah? (:

BYEBYE!!!:D

Think I know what are you thinking,

2010-06-05T13:19:00.004+08:00

Baby whats your sign

tell me yours and I'll tell you mine
Say Whats somebody like you

doing in a place like this

Timbaland Ft Katy Perry-If We Ever Meet Again

Holidays SUCKS

believe it dude. It sucks.

I was tying to do a DIY 'main post' photo.

Epik failure manss!

-above picture-

I know what your thinking.

If it's ugly why the hell did u post it up, that's just being Haolian

BUT. The thing is, I'm running out of photos(:

And I'm lazy to get new ones from the people with awesome websites.

So yeaps.

Anyway, I just helped Caprice change her blogskin last morning/night.

I'm actually quite happy with it(:

Cause plus I chose the blogskin for her in blogskin.com(lazy to put hyperlink:D )

And I help her edit her profile picture and stuff

Super haolian-ing now LOLS!

Anyway visit Caprice currently dead blog.

Tat girl better update or I will kill her :p

So yeah, I'm probably going over to ChenXi's place later.

BYEBYE. *Poof*

(I know. U'll hate me cause of this super haolian post.HAHA!!)

We can still touch the sky

2010-06-04T20:42:00.015+08:00

Everybody see's it's you

I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too

Crawl-Chris Brown

Heyy GUYS!

There's only one reason I've updated today.

I HAVE TO SAVE DOMO!!!!

I know who this person is, but I won't reveal this person till the end of the post:]

Oh yeah btw, this was the first treat I got on MSN, it's too shit small. So ignore it :] Zoom in if u can yeh?And if you didn't read the letter, I'm suppose to write about this person's awesomeness.
well. Here we goooooooo!

This person I have known since p4. She's super super super super cheerful, and super friendly, to meee:] (nt to u HAHA in yr face:p) She's always really fun to be with, and she's one of greatest friends I have(:
She is my darlinggggg <3

DAPHNE CHEONG SHIYINGGG!!(:

I love this woman to the max-est(:

Don't kill me if u read this daffy! :X

P.S/The letters are fake. Iwanted to write about her awesomeness 'manually'. (:

Don't judge her sucker.

Dedicated to Daffy cause she's leaving for a trip on Monday:(

Thanks for tagging me so much!(And also wan thank my Boyf May for tagging me too:DD )

I'll miss u THISSS much when you go XiaMen:(

MUST MISS ME WHEN U LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVEUUUU!!!!!

你给的每个纪念,

2010-06-03T15:43:00.001+08:00

我不相信

你口中会讲出后悔

不会不心疼

我拒绝被看见的泪

你不会-S.H.E

OMGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just realise everyone is like some blog community of chain links!!!!!!! Ö

IT'S SCARY BLOODY ACCUTRATE!

I was again stalking people :]

And the links is like one big circle larr!

It's hard to describe.

But it's shit-tastic awesome

Anyways. I already like got a topic while I was walking home from s

chool drinking my 7-up.

I lost it when I threw the bottle away.Gawd :O

So yeah I'll have to think for awhile. Yeah.

-10 minutes later-

Ok I got something to ask you guys.

If you're a Singaporean (like me) you would know what is this, if you don't, well. GET A LIFE:D

So yeah. Being the abnormal person I always am, I don't like going on an MRT alone. And there's a reason behind this one.

You know, when you're in the train you'll like hear this message which goes something like this "If you see any suspicious article, please inform our staff, or call 999."

And everyone will be like heck care. Like yeah. Selamat couldn't

even succeed in bombing Singapore, what makes the other terrorists so special? So as usual no one would even like bother about it.

But when if you're on a train, and you see this dude like wearing all black with that briefcase.

And I would be

"Oh shit Oh shit O shit. We're gonna die, he's gotta bomb, HE'S GOT A BOMMB!!!"

And I will be like cursing craps all the way until my stop and quickly like run out(brisk walk out)

then wants I'm out I'll be like. "THANK GAWD."

So honestly speaking, is that weird?

Just answer yes or no in the tagboard:]

ouh yeah, this applies to areoplanes, toilet bowls or whatever thing that is able to paranoy me in someway. Oh well, I'm weird.

Ok stopping here. Bombers are gonna kidnap me. :o Haha. Jus joking no person will ever kidnap me(:

My drawing hasn't improved:( Oh well, byebye!

Flaming Post

2010-06-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys.

This will really be a flaming post. So yeah:\

What the hell is your problem?

Seriously, do you think we hate you so much until that extent? Grow up. I seriously don't understand why you think the world is like against you. No, not the world. WHY did you think we hated you so much just because we talked to someone you didn't like?

The world doesn't revolve around you. Can you just grow up? If you find this world like already like unfair to you, TAKE A LOOK AROUND YOU. You may have many problems at home, not that I don't know. Seriously, I really understand. But it doesn't mean you can treat everyone like shit just because you have some problems.

THIS WORLD IS UNFAIR.

You think you're the unluckiest person on Earth.

Bullshit.

There are at least 1000000000000000000000 people who feel even worse.

And yet they put a smile on their face and treat people like they're actually SOMETHING.

So what. What rights do you have to say you're the unluckiest person on earth?

You seriously have no rights to say that.

You don't deserve to say that. YOU DON'T.

You tell your stories to people like me, how you always cry every night.

Do you think I hear it to hear some fucktard sad story?

I hear it cause i care.

And now you think I'm acting nice?

then why the hell I even bother listening?

U think this world is shunning u, i should really put u in someone's shoes, that's when i guess u really understand.

IHATE it when you give me that idiotic look like as if I did something wrong, when the crap truth is I DID NOTHING.

Seriously, if you're so willing to get rid of our friendship,no, it's already broken.

If you seriously want to continue this attitude. I really don't even bother saying anything anymore.

I had enough of your crap. You really don't deserve anything from me.

Tell them I was happy,

2010-05-30T21:14:00.006+08:00

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Impossible-Shontelle

HEEEYYYY!!! I'm bored:(I just want to clarify something,that I know that it is very important for the 'looks of this blog'and something you won't bother reading my blog thoroughly,
Ever realise most blogs like will have this
"Best Viewed On Google Chrome/Mozilla FireFox/Internet Explorer etc." thingy?
And your like heck wondering,"Hey dude what the hell does that mean?"TADAA! This is Google Chrome!(Best look for my blog yeah? *WINKS*)
This is Mozilla Firefox.
-Points Up-

And I guess the most famous the Internet Explorer!

So yeah BYEBYE!
LOLS.just joking~(:
I haven't got to my main point yet

So yeah, what's the difference between these three?

This is how my blog looks like in Google Chrome. Yes, it look tons alot chio-er if you're using Internet Explorer.
And this is a screen shot of my blog in Mozilla Firefox~
Open your eyes BIGGER!
Then you'll see the difference(:

And this is how it looks like on Internet Explorer.
As you can see rite, the oval like headers is like unpropotioned square, then the post's body also
fatter and wierdly shaped.
BUT DON'T GET ME WRONG THOUGH.

Different types of Internet is good at different things.
Google Chrome, Mozilla Firefox is NORMALLY(I only said normally) better for blogs, but most of the time it just doesn't matter.
Internet is better for posting( own preference)

So what to do to get all the goodness in Internets?
Download them all:DD
LOLS. I did. Like Uh-huh.Actually don't even bother, tell you the truth it's like small difference only(:
FAILED BLOG POST
(Begging Internet Companies don't come to sue me :x)

HAHA. So I'm making myself sound all blog pro-ish
*DON'T TRUST HER SHE'S A LIAR!*
Pssht, don't trust my conscience, their completely lying
*No joke! She's lying again!*

HAHAHA....BYEBYE.

Should I fight for love,

2010-05-29T11:45:00.010+08:00

You said you needed a little time
from my mistakes It's funny how you used that time
to have me replaced

That should be me-Justin Bieber

HEYY PEPOS!(:

It's officially the school holidays!

IF YOU'RE NOT p6

so yeah, this sucks.TTM.

Anyways, if I'm like really committed this holiday,
I would be studying my arse off, and most probably be MIA from anything fun,joyful,etc.
Thus, PSLE is really really really near so I won't be updating for awhile.
And may let my blog get into a coma or something:\
So yeah. That's all much to say about that...
hmmm what else to say...

OHYEAH
If you have like shit good eyesight you can so the small words 'people who tagg \m/' on the bottom. YESH. I really want to thank the people who actually who do tag
And I'm really sorry if the drawing makes you want to puke. I understand.

Soyeah, I'll end off here. BYEBYE!!!!
(Ignore my cui face :p) adapted fromhere.

I'm a mess in a dress,

2010-05-27T15:49:00.006+08:00

(Via WhereTheHeartIs)
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you
According to you-Orianthi

Heey, I'm bored):Oh yeh, I should tell u sth about school today.Super Frantic TTM.But I kindda had fun?Okok. Before you get like all confused,
we had English Week this er...week?yeah,so, we had to do like a 5 minute skit,
and decorate the outside of the class.
our class did ALICE IN WONDERLAND!Superb cool! (:So yeah the class was super chioo!

Done by the artists in our class!

*CLAPS FOR THEM*

Anyways, thnks for the awesome people who like flattered me(:

( even though its lke not true? haaha)Ok, this post is starting to feel like something I would post lke when I was in p4? haha yeah:]]

So yeah. Since like I was drunk and somehow promised Daffy a full full post after semester 1,
well here we gooo!

You know whether u was like a boy or girl wen u was a kid, you would have a soft toy rite?
Something likeThe oh-so-adorable WINNIE THE POOOOOHHHH!(:

or
The oh-so-pink Hello Kitty:DDD

THE BESTEST DOMO!:DDDDDDDD

Anyways, so yeah, I'm sure like you'll have something like this, whatever kinds(:
So yeah, I'm sure like you loved giving your certain toy a name.But doesn't anyone like realise it's like always the same type of name?
For example So it's like Mr/Miss /Mrs Bear? For shit sake, doesn't like everyone get tired of that?

So it's like Beary. It's like how my sister used to call her dolls Piggy, doggy, catty, etc.
Gawd, it gets dry after awhile.

So yeah. This full post will stop here, if I don't I guess kids would probably follow me home and start a riot against me and I would have to get money to pay my bills for the hospital, and I can't even get to the Supermarket to get free food. Sweet.So yeah my painting skills is still.... So
BYEBYE!(:

Maybe you'll call me someday

2010-05-24T18:56:00.005+08:00

(Via Wheretheheartis)

You've got a face for a smile, you know
A shame you waste it
When you're breaking me slowly
World Of Chances-Demi Lovato

FAVE PIC for now(: -Points up-
I read that book when I was a kid.
Super touching, and super easy to read :]So yeah, I promised a full post.
And I'm really upset, cause no one tags, AT ALL.
update or no update, you viewed, you're responsibility to tag:(
I know some people or person or whatever read, cause they still can repeat what I write.Forget it, I would be a retard trying to force you to tag.
I'm not angry, I'm just...upset:(So yeah, I'll get started on my full post?
What to write? I also got no inspiration.
Hmm. Let me think for awhile.-5 minutes later-
Ok' I've got nothing.
Fine. I finally got something.

Do you always flip through some old things like your old kiddy toys when you were a kid?
FOR EXAMPLE...***
*
**

Your old deck of pokemon cards which used to be oh-so-famous, before some idiotic 'Bakugan' monster came in. SHIT IT. Like please, it's looks like normal animal which like got mutated or something.

Please, pokemon are like damn more cute. I HAVE A STACK AT HOME! -act proudly-
Well, now I'm not sure. TEEHEEE.
Hm, I think after this post I would probably lose face.
IF I HAD ONE!(:
So yeah, I mean like if you was a girl and wasn't born as 'different' as me you would be playing something like this.
*
*
**
**
*The super famous barbie.
I mean like I used to like it, I think.
BUT NOW, I realise barbie is a very horrible example.
For instance,
hello, she's teaching young girls like being the pretty blonde will get you anywhere, just by saying
"Hi I'm barbie!" And the Ken doll would just swift her away on his horse, or something.
And omg, look at the picture-points up-IT'S TEACHING DOGS TO EAT IT'S OWN SHIT!
Barbie. Your flawless pimpleless confirm never will get puberty face will soon came to your disadvantage one day, oh yeah. WHY DO YOU NEVER GET OLD?!

So I guess if you're somewhere stuck in the middle you'll probably have something like this
*
*
*
*
*
*
*

BARNEY IS A DINOSAUR IN OUR IMAGINATION!
LOLS. Anyways I remember I got a barney on my second birthday and when I was about to turn 3 my mum was giving away some stuff to the salvation army.

Mum:Anything you want to give away?
Me: Hmmm, Barney can take lerh.
Mum:Are you sure?
Me: Of course, Barney so old liao.

Then my mum gave it away. The following day I cried for like days and nights cause I couldn't find barney T.T
HAHA. Typical me:]]

So yeah, I should stop here.
I'm afraid if I continue on, I'll get sued, and would have to get a laywer and i would be broke and I would have to start stealing free food from the supermarket. Again.
Nahh, I'm just kidding, I never do that. Do I...? o__x

Fine, my computer painting is CMI. Oh well!
byebye!

真希望雨能下不停

2010-05-23T00:09:00.005+08:00

（Via WhereTheHeartIs)

雨愛的秘密

能一直延续

我相信

我将会看到彩虹的美丽

雨爱-RainieYang

Hey you.
Whoever 'you' is,
I'm really bored T.T
U like better get a pillow or something.
Super dry post comin'
MUAHAHAHH!
-torture-
So....
I like went to Civic Centre today to finish up a project.
What project? Not for you to know.

So me and Chenxi was like freaking bored.TTM.

Soyeah, thank gawd the library's project room was freakin' vacant, so we did our project for like 2 hours.

Ohyeah, before I like continue.

LIBRARIANS ARE FUCKING MEAN!
No joke dude.

The librarian scolded us for having like 7 people in the room, where there should like only be 6?
Shit Face Person. Still dare say we like kiasu.HumJi Bitch.

LOLS. I'm like venting all my anger on this post. Too many bad,bad words :]
We left the project room soon~ then went to Mac, damn bloody hyper there.
Then halfway me and Chenxi was like laughing our arse off,

Chenxi and Me:-Laughing like Retards-
Chenxi: Ehs how, later Mac chase us out, then library damn full
Alexis:Yeah, how arhs?
Some auntie sitting on the next table: You go to the library larhs~ 4th level no people one~
Chenxi: Ouh. Ok thanks auntie

Damn joker. What a cute auntie:9 So went back to library. Sat next to the emergency exit.
Another librarian scolded us.

KNN.

So yeah, quickly finish, then went to causeway point to eat dinner with ChenXi and Chelsia.

Went home~ Karaoke with my family, well my sis and mum did, I just fell asleep :D

I've become a damn good sleeper lately :D

Slept in class, then when someone poke me with pen I also didn't feel anything :o

*YAWN* gawd, I'm getting bored with my own post.
So...shall do a picture post tommorrow. Or some other day. XD

TOODLES.
Congrats to [Insert Name] for reading till here. You must really have nothing better to do :DD HAHA! Thanks anyway. <33

I'll get by,

2010-05-20T19:12:00.008+08:00

(WhereTheHeartIs)
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
Alice-Avril Lavigne

HIIEEE.
So yeah, I got my marks back.
Let's seeee....

English-
82.4/100:D A

Chinese-
76.?/100 :] A

Maths-
~~58/100 :( C~~ Since that was like a practice exam, I took my CA1 marks instead. So...
70/100 B :l

Science-
68/100 B :( Super Sad, couldn't like take the exam, so same marks,Crap.

I'm like planning to close my blog, or let my blog get into a deeeep sleep.
Either that,or I like don't know...get inspiration to blog? :\

I've been having problems... you:(
Hmm... OHYEAH!

I've like been watching movies lately(:

I watched like 4movies in like 3days? Uh-huh.
I know I should be studying anld blahblahblah,

anyways, I will:] Hopefully :9

I watched,
不能说的秘密(:
Did You Hear About The Morgans?
Alice In Wonderland(:
500 days of Summer(:

Their like all great movies, seriously:]
I prefer the 3 movies more though(with the lovely smiley faces:DD)

I plan to watch more soon~
Don't know what to watch.

Ok, this post is just shit dry and dull,BORING TO THE CORE-EST!
Shit this post.
ABRUPT ENDING!!!
BYEBYE.

The images of our memories,

2010-05-15T14:47:00.003+08:00

You say gradually let go of love

Then you will walk farther

Perhaps the lot of fate

Only let us meet

不能说的秘密(eng translation)-周杰伦

heyheyhey!

I just watched a damn bloody nice movie on the internet.

Yesh, its 不能说的秘密.

FREAKING NICE!

It's confusing at first, but it's damn bloody cool.

It's chinese btw. LOLS.

IMAGINE!

This retarded girl who likes hates chinese shows, LOVES THIS SHOW!

yeah, believe it babeh!

okok, getting on with what I wanted to post about.

Let's see.

PARANOID-EES

like every person will ask.

What the hell are you talking about you lamelame girl!

yeahs, I happen to very lame!

In fact, I got this badgee!

ohyeah, I ROCK MY OWN ASS!

Oh shit you people, I know it's edited!(by me:D) stop mucking me, SUCKER!

Oh crap, I'm off track
ALL YOUR FAULT >:l

So yeah anyways,
paranoid-ees are things that well, paranoid you.
And no, it's not a real word.
Got a better word?

I don't think so(:

So yeah, here we goooooo!

Starting off, what does paranoid mean?

It means to suffer a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.

in other words,

afraid of what might happen, but most likely won't

So what paranoys me?

FALLING PIANO

Of course, how common is it to like see of people like dead cause of falling pianos from the sky?
Hell, of course not.

But what if it did, just like it Bugs Bunny? :0

So yeah, that chills me.

BREAKING SWING

Imagine like your swinging happily, like going shit high.

Screaming I rule the world!!!!!!!!!

Then suddenly,

PIAK!!!!!!!!!

OMG. o.o

It happened in Sembawang Park though.
Super awesome!

I remember like when I was a kid(before I was fat), was like having the time of my life playing on a playground.

WHEN I WAS SLIDING ON A SLIDE,

the whole slide just like toppled to the ground cause it was like was completely not nailed down at all.
So yeah. I toppled to the floor,with the slide in pain.

And no it didn't break like this photo. I mean the WHOLE SLIDE TOPPLED. :(

And from then on, I feel a little tremble everytime I sit on high slides.

AND ITS ONE OR THE 99 reasons I'M AFRAID OF HEIGHTS!

So yeah, these imaginaries things that will never happen, or most likely won't happen

Are just like cartoons!(:

aw, but I really wanna see someone get smashed by a piano :\
NOT SEE MYSELF THOUGH.

Oh well. Imaginaries things are just for imagining:]
-making no sense at all-

So, what paranoys you?

Comment in my tagboard(:

It just may be my inspiration for my next post :]

BYEBYE!!

252 days.

2010-05-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

It's been 252 days:(

I'll never forgive myself for taking such a risky step in life.
-slap self on the face-

I'll learn to live and let go.
One Fine Day.

I could really use a wish right now

2010-05-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap
And you're hoping ,but them people never call you back
Airplanes-B.O.B ft Hayley Williams

YO!
I'm back!
Miss me not?
I don't really care(:
Many things happened while I was away.
Sad, Weird, Mostly sad.
So yeah, life's isn't very 'sweet' lately.
Like. Uh-huh.
No matter, life goes on:\

I will be doing a FULL post soon,
after all I haven't posted in like 2 weeks:]
AND MY TAG BOARD IS DYING.
GAR. x[
I gotta topic in my head
I better post soon, before I forget it.
Since I'm way too lazy to post now.
Sucks it.

Yeah,so I'll post soon -weak smile-
Oh yeah, for the past 3 days, I have eaten/drank like at least

6 lollipops

300 peanuts

5 bottles of lemon tea. wasted(:

So much for watching my diet.Oh well!(:

So yeah I'll end here.
SUCKISH POST OF NOTHINGNESS!
BYEBYE!

I'msorryZanMin):

MIA FOR MYE:(

2010-05-04T19:24:00.003+08:00

Via WhereTheHeartIs

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone

and I need you now.

Need You Now-Lady Antebellum

HIIE!

I'll be MIA-ing for some while... until...

May 14? Yupps.

I haven't been studying much,
and it's time I did so 0.o

So wish everyone really good luck for the MYE's
And you better wish me too >:D

PRAY THAT I'll STUDY T.T

I hate today btw.
Sucks to the core.

Promise I'll update well about a week from now, unless I like well

have something important and diedie need to post.

SO BYEBYE for about a week :DD

So long suckers >:]

NOTE

2010-05-04T19:19:00.002+08:00

You. Yes you.
I know you hate me to the core.
I don't really know why, or bother to know why.
I'm not that stupid if you ignore me
Seriously,
HOW STUPID DO YOU THINK AM I?
Fine. I may be stupid,
but I'm definitely NOT BLIND!
I can see that you hate me straight to my face
Ignoring me is one of the foolish ways you try to solve.
SERIOUSLY
I know.
Tell me straight to my face
I won't cry my shit eyeballs out,
don't you worry
I know your sister hates me too
So what's your point?
You don't want to tell me to my face cause you feel pitiful
OH PLEASE.
I'm not 'worth' to be that pitiful
DAMN
JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE!
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!

To look into your eyes, and see you looking back.

2010-05-02T14:46:00.004+08:00

There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

and see you looking back
Hurt-Christina Aguilera

After reading JustinaJie's blog,

The feeling of sadness and guilt just rushed through me.

And this is what I got to say.

When I was young,

you always had a smile on your face.

I remembered asking my mum

"Why is GongGong skin like Malay?"

She just laughed.

I remebered you was strong,even behind those weathered cheeks.

You use to make fun of me and Westley.

I used to get pissed when you said that,

cause I was a kid and was sensetive to jokes.

I was overly self-centered to myself.

You would always call my name,

but I always shunned away.

As I grew older,

I was busy with my own life,

and the thought of care and concern just slipped away.

You still joked around,

you still had a smile on your face.

And everyone was happy.

Till one day.

I came home from school.

My mother told me straight to my face.

"GongGong is very very, very sick"

And then I knew what had happened to him.

I was baffled,

how could a strong man like him, get so sick?

And the best part was, he didn't even know how sick he was.

He just knew that it was going to be bad,very bad.

The day he knew he had been dignosed,

was the day that my family visited him.

He looked weaker.

The smile he had on his face, was very weak.

And on the way back home.

My mum burst into tears.

And all that came to me was,

blankness.

Days passed.Weeks passed. Months passed.

Treatment after Treatment he went,

it really didn't help at all,

the symptoms were dreadful.

He never smile anymore.

The moral or motivation to joke around was gone.

He just laid in bed.

On his birthday,

after singing his birthday song,

my sister ran up to her room.

She broke into tears.

While she was singing the birthday song,

she looked down,

and saw how swollen his feet were.

My mind was still blank.

No tears could come to me.

I just wanted him back, the way it used to be.

As time passed,

his oh-so-malay skin became colourless.

His whole face turned yellow,

his whole body was swollen.

and his spirit of happiness was drained.

He was admitted into the hospital.

Still he got treatments,

but yet again,

it was never enough.

He was unconscious,

He kept trying to stay awake, but he couldn't

He tried, he tried so many times.

Every single time he tried it was like taking a knife and stabbing it in and out of my heart.

He couldn't remember anyone, not even his own wife.

Now, I missed him.

Tears of sorrow rolled down my cheeks.

I missed the time he used to talk to everyone

I missed the times when he used to make fun of me and Westley,

I missed the times when he was happy.

Reminincse of history flowed into my mind.

He was a great father.

He would work his life to support his kids and wife with all he could,

he never caned, and just lectured.

He never complained how hard life was when he suffered so.

He was happy with everyone and everything.

He was never proud,

he would always do his best for everyone, without expecting anything in return.

And now.

What have I done for him?

All I have done was complain about life,

and how it sucks to the core.

I was selfish, and never bothered about anything.

When he needed all the help,

where was I?

I'm sorry.

I've been a horrible person, and I deserved the worse.

Why couldn't it happen to me?

YOU NEVER DESERVED IT.

But I do.

Even being sick for months in pain and suffering

you still told us to be good grandchildren.

And told us to always be happy

I can't even look you in the eye and not hate myself,

I can't even talk to you cause I would hate myself for being such a horrid person

I'm sorry I couldn't be a good granddaughter.

And I'm sorry for not being like you.

I'm sorry for not cherishing you

I'm sorry for being unable to turn time.

I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

2010-05-01T10:29:00.004+08:00

(ViaWhatMarielSaid)

Maybe I know somewhere,

deep in my heart

that love never lasts

The Only Exception-Paramore

UPDATED!
So yeah, currently life's kindda harder

-Insert Sad Face-

Thanks to stupid MYE's ----shit you!

Anyways, I'm going Shawn's birthday later.
Sian, haven't bought anything lols.

Ohyeah, remember I said about me getting a Vivaz about a month ago?
YUPPS! I had it, like it's already one month old :)
How is it doing?

HORRIBLY.

No, the phone rocks,

it's the horrible butter fingers owner fault

I dropped it at least more than 5 times,

in one month,

AND IT HAS DENTS ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGG!

Shit my butter fingers >:(

Ohkays, I'll find something to talk about sooner or later.

I'm lazy to make a full post today, yupps.

Maybe I'll post tomorrow on how Shawn's birthday went?

I dont know.

So yeah.

SUCK THIS POST(:

I'm nothing to this world, especially to you.

I'm shit tired of trying to make myself worth something.

But sadly, according to everyone.

I'm nothing.

I'm tired of everyone stepping on me to get to my best friend.

Shit You.

I can see your lies hidden in your eyes.

It just scream fakeness.

I know I'm nothing,

and has no point living or carrying on like this.

Maybe I was always meant to be this way.

I'm done with everything that happens to me.

I'm fucking through with all this crap.

It's time I be more heartless.

I had enough on being soft-hearted.

I'm done.

TEACHERS

2010-04-27T16:36:00.006+08:00

ELLOH. Crappy post today :]

Today was just like funny to the core.
And breaking my own records of nothing-ness :DD
and....my carelessness :\

AND ME NEARLY DYING!

And this post is starring MRDURAI!
He better be shit touched lorhs XD HAHA!

(No Mr Durai. Inside this part btw.)
It started with... aha, PE.

We were having badminton during PE,

oh yeah, btw I'm noober than a blind person playing badminton.
No offense to the blind.
Not keeping off track.

I was playing with Chloe and Chenxi.
Then we were like screaming like mad bimbos-.-
Anyway, so when Chenxi hit over, Chloe hit back and the shuttlecock flew and hit Mr Sakthi's head, and it flew and hit is butt :0
We literally rolled on the floor laughing, not because the shuttlecock was the pervert

BUT

because of Mr Sakthi's reaction.
DAMN JOKER ONI SIA

Ok, this is part 2

I always lose my tie at least like once a week, ESPECIALLY after PE.

So, I purposely took shit great care of it.
Then I went to the toilet with Chenxi, then stay there for the whole recess

for personnal reasons, then bell ring went up to class and that period happen to be maths, then I realise I lost my tie-.- pathetic right? Anyway, so I lost my tie so many times I barely even feel worried about Mdm Nadiah nagging at me again, I like gave up.
But during mother tongue, Caprice pass to me my tie, then I shout very loud

CAPRICE 我爱死你了!!!
My whole class was like staring at me, including my chinese teacher, and she was like

Chinese Teacher:杰梅(my suckish chinese name)，发生了什么？
After telling her,
Chinese Teacher：HAHA，这样也要爱死她？
-blank face-

Then during chinese supp I slept for about half an hour without anyone nagging at me or teacher even realising I was ever asleep, but still my geeky self

HAHA, then replaying back to maths, Mr Durai was like teaching us halfway, then he like left to go toilet,15 mintues later, everyone was like wondering what happen to Mr Durai. Then LuXuen suddenly said

Mr Durai maybe kanna stuck in toilet bowl cannot come out, then our whole class laughed.

Then ChenQiang and ChenYang was saying that someone put chewing gum on the toilet bowl. That kannna stucked.
Like 5 mintues later we ask him why he take so long,

he say 4th floor, 3rd floor all no toilet paper -.-

Then at the end of the lesson, dunno how the class started talking to us about Justin Bieber

Yeah, this Justin Bieber. Then Mr Durai said he didn't know who was Justin Bieber, only Justin Beeboh. Then we all laughed, cause yesterday we were passing notes in class then Mr Durai confiscate then he open up and read, we were talking about who likes Justin Bieber, the I also got write there I wrote

I love JustinBieber 3/4-ly, JUSTIN BIEBOH!!!!!!!!!!

HAHA, then until today Mr Durai still remember Justin Bieboh

Ah...then after maths, our substitute teacher vanished, and never showed up, so we were like playing around, then I wanted to hit ChenYang's head cause he kept kicking my chair,
when I was about to hit him,

he use his pilot pen scratch my wrist!

SEE THAT RED PARTT???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS BLEEEDDIINNG U NOE??!!!!!!
haha, just joking, I'm just trying to be bimbotic haha!

Ok, this is the end of my shitty wordy post. Sorry for it being so picture-less. I gave up.

BYEBYE!

I could be chasing, but my time would be wasted

2010-04-23T22:37:00.003+08:00

(Via http://www.flickr.com/photos/asianalyssa/)

There's no much nonsense

It's on my conscience

I'm thinking baby I should get it out

Nothing On You-B.O.B ft Bruno Mars

Hiiii, this is my second post, I had to delete the first one due to some copyrighted issues. No matter, I'll think of another one, and post BY TODAY.

See I'm so positive. x]

Ok, I've been brainstorming for at least like 10 minutes and I got nothing:(
KNN.lol.

HAHA, I got it

Some viewers may hate this post. THUS,

don't read if you don't want to.duh.

I'm writing about....

OUTFITS>WHICH COULD HAVE BETTER STYLE.

Let's take for example, an astronaut.

Please larh, who would want to wear like a damn bloody eskimo outfit to space? Hell no one.
In my opinion I think like the astronauts misconceptions of aliens in outer space is probably just humans wearing that damn clothing.

Oh come on, why couldn't it be pink? It will look like shit alot nicer. TYVM.
When I see this outfit, it just reminds me of flies, cause of that damn circle thingy covering the face of the person.
If I have to see like that in person, i would probably do this.

hahahahaha! I have at least 5 of these electric smackers at home okay?

DON'T FIGHT WIF ME.
or I'll electrocute u to death :]

OKok, another outfit is

FIREMAN OUTFITS

Yeahyeah, call me a brat for making fun of the dunno wat force,
I'm not I'm just critisicing their uniform,

WHY MUST IT BE MADE OF RUBBER????!!

Confirm will itchy till want to die lorhs.
Like imagine like during a fire then the rubber suddenly give you a bloody itch, then by the time you scratch till it itches no more, you'll become a rubbery burnt marshmallow.

Hmm....AND THEY COULD HAVE MADE IT PINK! XD

Better material?

Well if you use cloth, you'll like kanna burnt damn easily :\
LOL. Use metal? die of heat before die of itchness.
What is an insulator of heat???

OH YEA. No such thing as insulator of heat
I'M A GENIUS MAN!!!!!

lol ok, aiya, fireman are probably able to resist being itchy all over.
Ok lorhs, as long as i don't be a fireman I don't care liao(:

KK. I'm bad at conclusions.:(

SO JUST BYE.

OHYEAH.
Oral sucks it today, I nervous till talked like an ang moh in english oral.ZOMG.
Chinese, lol I pinched myself so hard I think my entire leg was like red after it. Yupps.

I did horribly for chinese oral btw.
I STILL ROCK THOUGH! :DD

BYEBYE!

The world is catching up to you.

2010-04-19T22:43:00.004+08:00

(via MyYearTwentyOhTen)

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
Try-AsherBrook

ELLOH.
I've updated to skip my homework.
TEEHEE.

CONGRATULATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't sleep in chinese AND maths!
DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF!

Anyways, so yeah I WAS doing homework,
but I'm way too lazy to do it now.
THUS, I will be posting a full subject post that I decided to well, post(duh.)
Pray hard that I won't forget what I wanted to talk about :]
I shan't tell you what I'm writing about to

Keep you in suspense

Prevent people from stealing my idea

CAUSE YOU KNOW I ALWAYS HAVE BRILLIANT IDEAS(:
LOL jus joking.

hmmm. What have I been doing recently?

Eating Seaweed.
Drinking Milk
Going to school
Get Damned out of something
Sleeping

Isn't that fun

Waiting to watch more XiaXue episodes.

CAN'T WAIT!

Okayokay, better start like resuming my homework since it's like 11:\
OHYEAH. Just before I go,

IF YOU CAN TEACH ME HOW TO DO THESE KINDS OF PICTURES,I WILL LOVE YOU TO THE CORE.LITERALLY.

I've been desperate to know how to do these kinds of images.D-E-S-P-O-R-A-T-E.
Thus, if you happen to know.I BEG UUUU!!!!!!!
Please???? With cherries on top?
PLEASE TEACH ME!
Mail me(profile)
Tagg me.
As long as you like teach me I'll love you to bits. YUPS.
I will credit on my first picture!(If I can ever do it of course)

OKOK. I really need to go.

BYEBYE!!!

Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you.

2010-04-18T16:25:00.002+08:00

(via touchthevelvetsk-y)

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye

Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

But you're pretty messed up too

My Life Would Suck Without You-Kelly Clarkson

I've Updated(:
After like a week? yupps.
Nothing Much is happening(or expected to happen:x )
Thus, nothing is like worth posting about
Busy slacking, trying to focus in studies more though.
WHY IS EVERYONE OUT ON SUNDAY?!
It so pisses me off-.-
GARRR x(
Now, I'm like dead tomorrow,
cause it's monday *sigh*

No mood to go to school at all

Feel like screaming out my lungs.

Too crazily stressed, or depressed :\
I wish I was in p5 now, or sec 1:(
Now, I'm just gonna die a horrible death.

Face is like really sulky now:(
Been way too cranky the past few weeks.

SHIT ME:(

Kays, nothing to say.
Sorry for such a wordy post.
I know it sucks.
Just like me. :]
Going off to reailty T.T
BYEBYE.

Kiss me goodbye.

2010-04-11T21:08:00.004+08:00

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Defying Gravity-Glee

Looking at my title you probably think I'm like going to like change my blog link or like go MIA for the next 7 years and never be back.
You are... wrong.
HAHs. Idiot(:
I just won't blog like usual, because according to someone my blog post sux(:
And not that I don't take constructive critisism or anything,
just that since my crap box has shrunk a teeny weeny smaller these days,
I'll have nothing to post about.
Though I may post some crappy pictures that I find cool to look at(:
Btw, I get all my like cool pictures from different tumblr websites:DD
Some of the images are horny to the core,
but some are like really meaningful and very nice(:

HAHA, I finally can use mixpod mp3 skins:]
After damn long trying and finding ways to figure out how to use it.
How? Don't tell u(:
I'm just being a brat only, and a brag too.
Fine, I may not be the only one who knows how to do this,
and since it's like my first time I manage to do it(:
Of course I feel proud of myself:DD

As for like writing profiles and such it's like going to people's blogs and getting different inspirations. Yeapps.

I'm like trying to sound like I'm damn pro in blogging but actually I'm not :\
Thus, another crappy failure post:(
Haizz.

Aww, isn't that like damn sweet??
LOL.
Anyways, I'm bored(:
SO BYEBYE!

Happy Birthday Alexis.

2010-04-07T16:18:00.007+08:00

UPDATING! Yesterday was my birthday! ( Act like you care even though you don't)

Tell you the truth, this is like the bestest bestest birthday ever.

No I'm not being dramatic.

I was so touched I cried.

I seriously can't wish for anything better.

After volleyball me, XueLea, Carl, Brian, Felice and Ada went to Seoul Garden to eat at Causeway Point.

We had like damn much fun there, enjoyed playing with the ice there.

I managed to get a few photos there.

Since we got 2 tables to occupy, this was Me, Carl's and Ada, which was like nearly all meat(:
But at the other side, Felice, XueXue and Brian was like VEGETARIANN!!!!!!
Phew, glad I ate no veg at all(: as you can see it's like the soup is like vegetable soup,OMG.

LOL Brian acting cute. HAHS(:LOL. Snapshot of Felice Laogong <3

More photos coming soon~ from Felice and Xue Lea. HAHAS.

Then presents I was really touched, I mean it's not like I got a 5 Million Dollars or something, but I was like really touched that they actually cared. waaahs, made me cry TTM.

A bracelet from Traacy, my lovable question mark <33>

A hair twister thingy( sorry don't know what's it called) from Shirlyn. (:A present from MY LOVEST TWINNIE Chenxi <33333A book 'Where Angels Fear' ( I like reading this type of books btw:DD)And a bracelet (twinnie ones)

Given by Shawn DiDi, LOLS.

Gift from XueLea:DDPlus 2 very cute cute keychains(: ( From my VolleyFamily)

Gift from Felice Laogong(:

Sewn by RenPing 好朋友, so swweeeet(:Card by Symilah Theiffiee(: Damn sweet!

And the present that really made me touched till no tomorrow,

The senior team this year made a card for me( thnks to Ada Sistarr:D)
They all signed it lorhs(seniors oni:)))) )
I really was damn damn damn touched, I can't really describe how lucky I am now.

Bestest birthday ever really~ Can never ask for anything more(:
THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY.

And sry for the very abrupt ending(:

This is not where belong,

2010-04-04T14:18:00.002+08:00

This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going
I'm not afraid because I know this is my Temporary Home
Carrie Underwood-Temporary Home

Heys. I'm bored:(
First time I manage to finish my homework early.
Shocked? So am I.
I'm still like shitty sad now.
And not because I'm like emo or anything,
but I won't update much, cause I will be too unmotivated to do so.
And no, I'm not being dramatic at all
you don't know how heart broken I am now.
Serious, you don't.
Thus, don't skip to conclusions.
I seriously love blogging.
I do.
Just that I'm really really upset.

So yeah. No motivation to do on any topic either.
I know I shouldn't be a pain in the arse,
but I'm really sorry.
I really can't.

Sadness is when Joy fades away

2010-04-01T20:13:00.008+08:00

Because of you I tried my hardest to forget everything,

because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in,

because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty.
Kelly Clarkson-Because of you

What's the use of crying anymore?

My eyes hurt freaking much now, and everything is still the same.

How the hell did it turn out this way?

Why did it had to break apart this fast?

I'm damn confused now. Was our team that bonded?

It faded just like that.

I'm like fucking confused.

This is our last week, how could you just abandon us like that?

FOR DAMN SAKE I PROBABLY WON'T SEE YOU AFTER VOLLEYBALL

I'm shattered.

I thought you would always be there, but no, maybe I was wrong. Just wrong.

I don't even know what to say now... I'm just really really sad.

bye.

Ohana.

2010-03-30T17:24:00.008+08:00

ELLOH. 100% copyrighted photo, done by mee(:

Last match today.
I ain't telling you the score, but just by saying that I think you know the outcome right?

Well, laugh all you want.
Cause this post is for my volleyball babes(:
So outsiders are just being a calefare reading it:D
So read all you want, just hope you know I ain't gonna talk anything about you \^^/

To my dearest loves,
I had fun for these 7 months,
haven't you?
Yeah, we've been through quite alot, we shed tears, and shared much laughter.
We have the bestest coach,
whom we all ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ alot rite?
of course, we all come from like really different people.
But we share the same love, and cca(:

These 7 months, has been the greatest memories of my life,
No, maybe not memories. Cause it ain't over yet.
We have another week to spend together.
This, this is our last chance to play with each other before we really, won't be close anymore.
I'm being really realitstic.
Cause I can't say something like "Aiya, meet up soon ok? Must go where where where together..." etc.

You know it won't happen.
Just promise me that even after PSLE,
we may not be best of friends anymore,
but at least good friends.

I don't want people, or even us to think that.
"They have moved on, their own seperate lives."
Cause I still want us to remember the damn bloody fun we've had.
I said before, I don't expect us to be like so close as before,

but I want you to remember, that this 7 months has been the happiest time of my life.
And it may not be for you, but I'm sure, this 7 months will be etched in your ~~mind~~ heart.

Not forever, but for this lifetime.

I can't descibe it in anyway cause, you know what it feels like too:D
When we get older and stuff,
we'll stop to think back,
remembering what it means to have fun, what it means to be a kid, or even what it means to be happy.

I don't give a damn how much bruises or blisters I got, like

cause it was all worth it(:
AND PLUS I LOVE FALLING,SOMETIMES(:

Even during playing, you learn that falling is the most adrenaline rush thing u can ever experience, that's why I'm clumsy(: (not on purpose however)
We learnt many damn things, and I'm sure we'll learn a thousand more together.
Not today,not tomorrow but soon(:

FYI, Iloveyouguys!!

(not by rank yeah? I'm not bias[:)

Felice Laogong
My bestest bestie in p4, hahas, always act like auntie derhs(:
But also always take care of me^^
Everytime willing to give a listening ear:D
Hahas, and veri fun to be with too
ILOVEYOU!

XueLea Meimei
My bestest bestie in p4 too(:
Also damn helpful~
Must take care yourself worhs,
don't always so risky okay?
hhaaha, SHIT U!
always never listen to me when i tell u to not do!!
GARR:D
hahas, jus jkjk.
Must remember difference between fuck u and fuck off hors.
At least u now use on me nvm, lucky i smart xD
yeah, use on others u seriously die die liao(:
haahahahahha!
ILOVEYOU!

Adawiyyah Sistar
Always so cute hahas!
Also very encouraging~ sometime veri fierce, but veri veri nicee(:
Singsing wif u oso veri funfun!
HAHASS:X
ILOVEYOU!

May Boyfiee
LittleMissQuiet!
Only when got Kenneth then you talk lorhs~
HMPH! Always never care your REAL boyfiee(me!)
JUSJOKING! ltr kenneth kill me then i know erhs xD
but may dear, be careful with relationships k?
Somethings weren't meant to be...
Don't think to much about it okay??
ILOVEYOU!

Sonia 阿姨
HM, you always bully me der lorhs haha!
hit me until so pain~ aiyo, no wonder you my auntie nia(:
But always cheer people up with your bubbly-ness.
Never fail to make us laugh.
But sometimes on court online and offline!
WAKEUP(:
But still more pro-er then me anyways xD
ILOVEYOU!

Putri aka Putput
Always tickle me der!GARR(:
purposely know I ticklish~ hahas
anyway, thnks for being caring~
ILOVEYOU!

Coach WeiQi
hahas~ always damn damn nice(:
but took us like the whole bus trip to find out your damn email and facebook:]
SHORT PEOPLE ARE CUTE!!!!!!!!!!! xD teehee

I will love and cherish this primaryhood, for my whole life.

The path I must walk is endless.

2010-03-24T18:11:00.010+08:00

My life is a rainy night that rains 365 days
Heart that gets smaller every 24 hours

But carry the new day on your shoulders and run

Epik High-Run

ELOHH~

I got all my marks back...

ENG-81,A

MATH-70,B

SCI-67,B

CHINESE-71,B

Haizz. Could have gotten btr for maths, cause I was damn careless. But never mind I'm not gonna mourn over it no longer.

What I want to talk about today? hmm... I'm not very sure.

But anyway I'm fixing my skin up, and learning how to use an mp3 skin in mixpod.
I'm halfway there....but still...

I was using a youtube playlist before,

but trying something new rocks to eh?

But once I am sick and tired of trying, I'll probably go back to using youtube playlist:\

Hmm...Today I'm gonna be talking about

ACTING SMART

Isn't it an awesome topic?

(Even if it isn't act like it is)
I decided on this topic because, well I love acting smart

when actually my EQ is the size as my pinky toe.

THUS, this topic is about well, acting smart(duh.)

So what do you do to act smart?

Fix an aerobic cube?(something which I can idioticly can't)

Or shoving a math equation onto everyone's face, acting like it actually means something?

Or,(the bestest one)

*
*
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My personnal favourite shoving hard english words, making yourself seem wise.

Ah-hah, that's how I act smart:D
In fact, it does work sometimes, like yesterday my dad and my sis was mocking my broken english.
How I said it?
"I left with very less less money."
Then they of course like mocked.
After that, I said I speak ALEXIS FLUENT ENGLISH.
My sister knew the outcome of this of course xD
I started shoving hard words that I knew to her face
How ya like that now?hmmmm?

But of course stay humble

words are powerful, they are.
so like what Mr Durai says, don't get cocky.
eat some humble pie(before I shove it to your face:])

Adapted from XiaXue.

OK. I updated. BYEBYE!

No more walkin round with my head down

2010-03-20T10:48:00.004+08:00

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Neyo-So sick

Went back to school today, yes, don't bother checking the day, I came back on a Saturday:D

We like took 1 hour doing a test, then the other hour playing:))
Played Games, really had alot of funnn xD

It's really been awhile, anyone, in our class smiled and laughed so hard.

Happy to see everyone faces all cheered:]

I'm getting my new phone!

I'm like obviously getting the pink one, since there's no white,(only some gross grey colour that looks like white) and I don't tink I can live with a black phone for 2 years.And I don't like blue(: I'm getting it this Thursday!!! It's called Vivaz. The name sux, seriously.

It like took us 6 hours to find my phone(: Cause my mum and I actually went to Tampines Mall to go to the head store, but the phones there sux, so in the end just went to sunplaza, which was bloody damn more convenient.

SCHOOL OFFICIALLY STARTS ON MONDAY!!!!!!!!!! 0.0 and so does our competition... T.T GOING VS ZHONG DE... i tink... zhong something anyway. Don't laugh at us, you can't play volleyball any better.-.- AND PLUS, we improved!!!! SERIOUS. But of course not professional to go to some freaking pro sports school.

So yeah, that's like pretty much all...BYEBYE!

I broke up today

2010-03-18T15:45:00.006+08:00

I hate myself for being tricked by love,

I should have stayed and told you I was hurt,

our memories of love, that should be holding you back.

Younha-I broke up today

Been busy with, well life lately, sadly that occupied me for awhile. :(

So yeah, not in a very happy mood.

Anyway, I got A in English :DD

~~76.5/95~~ edited!!!:D 77.5/95

expected to do a bit better though, after all english is my strongest subject.

Had supp today, super suckish:(

5 hours of plain butt ache.

I was probably the only idiot to bring the damn things I didn't need -.-

I'm like looking for some videos to entertain me(:

and so far, two videos actually amused me for a second or two.

unlike the otherss:\

this video is like really nice(:

We are the world video

no, it's not really micheal jackson

its for the haiti victims(:

Damn sweet lorhs, MUST WATCH!!!!!

*
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http://www.happeepill.com/episodes

(click on happeepill.php epi after clicking on the link)

I can't decide which videos to put up, cause they're all pretty fun(:

so yeah... I'll find something to post soon~

BYEBYE!

Its a damn cold world

2010-03-11T17:28:00.006+08:00

ELLOS.

I'm sick:(

My throat is now freaking painful.

Good Thing is exams are finally over(:

Although I know I've done a ~~good~~ fucking bad job D:

Anyways, I think since I'm like freaking active I'm starting a TOPIC(:

STRANGERS ON THE PHONE

why?

Since I'm using my sis old phone number,

many many of her freaky friends keep sms-ing me wierd stuff

and the fact that I have no clue who the hell tat dude is!

its really pissy-.-

So has that happen to you before?

Normally sometimes its like kindda normal, some stranger calls and will be like

"ELLoh [insertname] arhs?"

Then you would be like

"Paiseh, wrong no."

It happens about 30% of your life, agreed?

But sometimes, (like my sister's crazy friends)

They keep smsing, and you keep smsing bak cause your too afraid that you might insult that dude.

Or sometimes(like what happen to my laogong),

this guy threatens to kill your loved ones if you don't pay.

Then you run like a screaming little girl whose running after her life.

What to do????

SHUD YR DAMN PIEHOLE.

yes, that's no.1

no.2 stay freaking calm

no.3 tell a friend or someone you trust

....

whoops off track again:]

moving back on...ah!

my sister's crazy friends.

It's really irritating that someone u don't know sms u and you're like freaking bewildered who that person may be.

Then you go crazy and start pulling every strand of hair out of your head.

What to do?

If you're like damn afraid that you're talking to a complete stranger and think that may harm you one fine day.

STOP.

yeapps, don't be so idiotic like me and keep talking to that guy(:

You're not alone yeah? There are many thrillions of people who fear talking to strangers on the phone.

They even have a word for it

Phonophobia - Fear of telephones.

KEWL (:

I'm a freaking great teacher aren't I? xD

TEEHEE(:

so moral of the story is don't trust people you don't know -.-

well that's...lame.

Since this post sucks I'll add in random facts(:

Polar bears skin is black not white.
An adult giraffe's kick is so powerful that it can decapitate a lion>
The brain continues sending electrical wave signals for 37 hours after death.
(Does that mean you`re still alive?0.0)
Ugly criminals get 50% more years in jail than handsome ones.
Study shows 73 percent of men cheat .
the total length of all the YouTube videos together is 412.3 years.a person
will need at least 5 lives to watch ovr all those videos .

Phew ok that's enoughBYBYEE

One year later

2010-03-08T23:06:00.003+08:00

Hi(:

Veri bored now.

So as usual, posting random things about todae(:

hmmmm....

AH!

maths paper was ~~ugly~~ no, it wasn't ugly, it was

FUGLY.

Yeah dearies, no joke.
I'm like either gonna fail or just pass:\

Haha, should talk about today morning,
thought there was morning training or something,
of course, by the level of my luckiness,
there was no training.
BUT, when I was like walking past the corridor,
suddenly saw brian,ada, damon and many many more like sitting on the hard court.

They said
"Today no volleyball, comecome!"
LOL like trying to promote something can? xD
then after that meimei n laogong came(xuelea n felice)
Then we sit there from 6+ to 7+ like 'studying' there.
After that ass-es all pain,
went up to the hall.
Lame, but i had fun(:

Hmmmm.... trying to ramage through brain....
1%
55%
99%
JAMMMM....OMG.
LOL.
Ohyeh, hmmm.....
GARRx[
can't remember what i wanted to say:(
hmmmmm.... bleh...
OH BINGO!
Oh gosh damn it,
forgotton again(:
MUHAHAHAA.

BYE-.-

Life's Story

2010-03-06T08:41:00.004+08:00

In life there are the freaking different new things to face,

You get new friends, you go to a new school, you get a new life.(duh)

In p6, you learn how to say a real goodbye,

but this is defintely not my first goodbye.

It hurts, but it doesn't.

It's hard to explain to someone about how different it will be,

To me, it's like being in p4 again

and yeah, gisting it,

it changes your entire life.

The feeling, it ain't as good as you think it is.

in a new school, you start from level 1

you have no idea who the freaking hell is anyone,

and their all staring at you like as if you're a convict.

it's fucking akward, it seriously is.

Sooner or later, you get new friends,

realise that those friends were just using you,

and the person(s) who you let you heart out to,

became your real best friends.

you enjoy life for awhile, made new friends

but you never forgotton the friends who refused to see you sad,

cause they are the reason why you stayed.

Then friends fight,

your mum see you depressed, and wanted to sent you to some far away school.

but you refuse to get people in bigger shit,

so you just tolerated living like that.

after awhile things got better,

and so did life,

it almost seemed so perfect.

because thats the year that you would cherish the most.

As well, good things always come to an end,

you get into a new class, having no idea who is who.

you enter a new class to take the booklist.

the teacher stares at you, and so does the rest,

she says"are you fine with everything changing?"

I just smiled, and walked back to my class,

immediately going back to my seat

and broke down.

"are you fine with everything changing?"

"are you fine with everything changing?"

"are you fine with everything changing?"

it refused to get out of my mind, instead it deepened,

your life as a normal girl ended.

-End of 2008-

The first day of 2009 was fine~ You made a new friend that you never knew you would be close to.

You soon realise that you spend your mornings,recesses and after schools together,

and you also realise that the friendship you had in 2008 faded away,

all 3 of us made new friends,

and I thought, maybe that's how life is, you win some,you lose some.

After awhile though, you find it hard to keep up to someone like that friend,

she was loved by everyone, and yea, she had many friends too.

You feel left out sometimes, but you know that it's best just to remain silent.

You feel so left out sometimes, that you feel a heart ache inside.

You keep wondering if you could switch classes,

but of course to no avail.

Instead you followed the flow of life,

you tried stay as happy as possible.

So fuckin' happy that you could shit rainbows.

Then, that day in augest...

the fuckin guy i hated so much chatted wif me on msn using someone's acc.

I had fun talking to him surprisingly.

and soon, we smsed and other stuff normal people would do,

soon, i couldn't help but like him.

I kept slapping myself

wondering how the hell i got into this mess.

well, i couldn't help but smile when i saw you,

it's freaking wierd, but it was soon my natural reaction.

Then, it hurted me more every time i talked to u,

cause i knew i was jus gonna hurt myself in the making.

but i just couldn't stop thinking about it,

but one day, you just stopped smsing me.

day by day, i had doubts in everything i do.

including meeting u in 2008:(

and plus, i would never get to see you again in 2010.

soon, i got so tired of life...

-End of 2009-

Every morning, there was the sickening volleyball i hated so much,

cause well i stinked at it

soon bit by bit, we improved ourselves.

we do make idiotic mistakes,

but we also managed to get a 3rd in the northzone competition.

and yeah, i got closer to my p4 besties,

we would always be together in the morning,

even on fridays, when there were no morning practices,

we would still be together. and along the way,

we got closer to ada and brian.

we had our laughs, and we enjoyed each others company.

and i still spent time wif my bestie in 2009,

in recess and sometimes after school,

but sometimes i would be with the volleyball players after school too.

i soon realise that he was probably moving on with life, and so, i'll wait but enjoy what i have now...

then psle is soon the only thing you can think about,

and i would always be lazy and stuff.

i can see the dissapointment in everyone's eyes when they look at me.

I would start to have depressing thoughts and stuff, almost planned to do something idiotc,

but no,

all i know now is

i'm just a failure:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNIE

2010-03-05T18:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY TWINNIE♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

I know you're like gonna kill me for putting up this photo 0.0

BUT U SO CUTEEEE~

So I put this photo lor.

NO COPYRIGHT ALLOWED.

of else I'm dead :9

Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR.

Hope you loved the gift I bought for you.

CAKE WILL BE ON MONDAY YEAH?xD

Must go watch Alice in Wonderland together kk?

haha anyways, be happy.

I know you're have a busy schedule, and boys like chasing you everywhere(relac...)

I hope you would remeber to follow your heart,

cause there's where you'll find true happiness.

Maybe not now, not tomorrow,

but soon,love.

Most important is to be happy alright?

HAPPYBIRTHDAY.

Ohyeah, thanks lots for Huiling meimei to updateee(: teeheee

My sister's keeper

2010-02-28T23:05:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MARCH~

well like in an hour's time it will be like,well...march-.-

Deciding to do some random posting...well cause I felt like crapping again.

hmmm.... I wanted to write about lots of random stuff which like I remembered 2 mintues ago, before i started posting:/

Oh yeah.

I got...

201

friends on facebook(:

thnks to all you little people out there~ of course.

I wanted to post it when I had 200, but I was too lazy:DD

Moving on...

It's twinnie's birthday soon~ REALLLLYYY soon.

Her birthday is like 1 month 1 day away from mine.

Cool isn't it?

anyway, I'm planning to buy her something soon...cause if I don't, I must be a horrible twinneh(:

Then...

oh yeah,

cheer up dude!

Yeah, I'm talking about u.

the first time i talked to u, u was like well, not exactly superbly happy but happy.

And now you're just saying you're bad and all that fake stuff

CHEEERRRRUPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh, you're perfectly smart k?

NEVER EVER let anything make u unhappy or lose self-esteem in yourself.

It's never worth it.

I may not know what's it like in your shoes,

but as i said it ain't worth being unhappy about.

Oh yeah, gd luck chasing u-know-who

MUHAAHHAAH

jiayous(:

Well the last part just ignore it please?

Just wanted to get it out of me, so just ignore this part.

I haven't like talked to you in 2 weeks?

I'm like being overly possessive and all, again D:

as you said before it's either love or infatuation.( or however it supposed to be spelt)

and I believe you were way more realistic than me

And I guess for you it ended way long ago.

I guess it didn't matter whether I was with you or not.

Cause as I said you moved on:(

I just couldn't accept that.

Cause I'm really stubborn.

Oh gosh, I had no idea how the hell u tolerated my idiotic crap.

Anyway, take it as you just had a heavy weight lifted off your shoulders.

Cause I don't think I can change anything anymore.

Oh yeah this is the movie, which I introduced, which made my family like cry their ass off(:Besides my dad he was 'crying' in the inside xD

It's really touching and seriously unpredictable! SERIOUSLY.

When you know those movies say 'SUPER UNPREDICTABLE' at the DVD cover and it turns out to be damn predictable?

IT'S NOTHING LIKE THAT.

You would be dammnnnnn shocked/surprised.

And who to thank? me of course^^V

Well, I'm tired of writing, fingers hurt... so...BYE.(phew, HOPED i remembered everything I wanted to blog :x)

Sign(edited post:D)

2010-02-26T18:49:00.005+08:00

MUAHAHAHA.

I'm back.

What have i been doing?

GEEEEEEKKKKK-ing.

MUAHAH.
I look fugly man xD
anyways erm....
tell u the truth,
I haven't been studying much alot.
Freak man, I'm like awfully lazy.
And CA1 is like freakingly here:\
DieDieDie, I'm dead T.T

Shitty..... -.-
I mean like my maths sux, BAD.
and only like eng is pulling me up and my foundation ain't that strong either:\
I really want to do like well, cause this is like what reflects me when i take PSLE
Now I feel even more geek talking about PSLE.
GARRRRR x[
I just feel like smashing the idiotic com onto the wall xD
or i could be the person who set arson to MOE(:
yeayea. If like I wouldn't be excuted-.-
I really have like nothing to do...
It's sickening to be at home:(
Rot all day infront of the idiotic computer-.-
Ok. I have nothing to say
I've crapped everything I got in my mind now.
and now it's blank.
B-L-A-N-K
so yea byebye

USELESS THINGS TO KNOW ABOUT ME

2010-02-26T17:47:00.005+08:00

Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed?

Closed DUH. It's scary man):

Where is your next vacation?

Going back to my grandma's hometown in malaysia.

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

Of course I have, THAT'S IDIOTIC. Of course I haven't, anways, how do I steal it? hmmm...

Who do you think reads these?

People who has nothing to do in facebook and get bored looking at their computer screeen :DD

Do you have a calendar in your room?

Used to...wonder where it has gone:]

What's your plan for the day?

Erm. Try to do something useful or something.

Are you reading any books right now?

非常老师,it's my homework(:

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

1,2,3,4... ok now I have:]

Have you ever peed in the woods?

Doubt so...that would be unsanitary and erm... paiseh-ish

Do you chew your pens and pencils?

Of course~ the last wood pencil I bought broke(:

What is your "Song of the Week"?

Baby-Justin Bieber

Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

Of course it's ok. I'm not that erm particular.

Do you still watch cartoons?

Of course.

Whats your favorite love movie?

Er, I have a few movies I faved.

What do you drink with dinner?

Anything besides water,pee and poo, or undrinkable.

What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in?

Chili or Ketchup, either will do(:

What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

None so far.

Last person you hugged/kissed?

My twinneh.

What is your usual bedtime?

Erm close to 12.

Are you lazy?

Of course, that's the easiest question I got all day.:\

Are you stubborn?

Kind of, Depends I guess.

Afraid of heights?

DUHH!!It's like my biggest phobia you idiot.

Sing in the car?

Normally, softly though xD

Major annoyance right now?

Ignorance, People and the person I thought I loved :\

Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Florist I think...

Ever have a deja-vu feeling?

Yeahyeah, of course!

Wear slippers?

If I don't I must be retarded.

Can you curl your tongue?

Wait arhs, leehhhhhhh... nope I can't :\

Ever cried because you were so happy?

So far no lei...

Ever been in love?

Wish I wasn't.

Favorite kind of cookie?

Chocolate Chip(:

Can you swim well?

Not really. Basics only. And besides, I hate swimming.

Are you patient?

Sometimes, but rarely. TEEHEE:]

Ever won a contest?

Think so...hmmm...can't remember.

Wash room or bathroom?

Toliet.

Do you want to get married?

Yeah... of course..... I'm not.

Do you want kids?

Erm....Too far for me to see 0.0

Do you miss anyone right now?

Hais...I wish I hadnt' T.T

Who do you want to see right now?

You.

Accident Prone

2010-02-24T16:21:00.006+08:00

HI. I've been really accident prone these days, ~~don't know why~~ actually I do know why.

I'm like really idiotiic-ly clumsy/'sway'.

So yeah, I have like 2 pictures of my minor injuries for the past month~

You see what I boxed? Ok fine, it's not really easy to see. I bruised my whole finger, sadly that was my favourite index finger. AND PLUS IT'S ON MY LEFT HAND.(I'm left-handed btw)

How I got injured? You don't want to know0.0 It's actually pretty stupid. So yeah, this one's like personal. If you can see, it's like the top part of my nail is like purple? And the layer below it is like erm,red. It still hurts yeah, so even when I like type, IT HURTS. Oh yeah,it's like grosser in real life(:

CAUTION. the next picture you see would make you laugh/puke/yawn.

Yupp it's my fugly toe(:

Do bare with the horrible picture, oh btw its a bursted blister.

It was a blister until I bursted it, and it's actually gross. 0.0

Hmm...well, let's see what kind of injuries I'll get in the future(:

BYE!

I think I'm falling for you

2010-02-20T14:55:00.005+08:00

Random Postings here(:
I'm like pathetically bored now, so yeah.

I really have like nothing better to do,

and yeah, it's a Saturday.

I'm like really sick of home now?

Besides like school and home,

I haven't been anyway where else for like at least like a week?

And yeah, it's driving me nuts.

Hmmm.

Oh yeah, I finally thought of like a subject I wanted to like talk about.

DISNEY

how the hell did I get this topic Disney you may ask

Tell you the truth I had no idea.

I was like thinking of something idiotic to post.

Idiotic=more fun(:

So yeah anyway, I was looking through some Disney pictures and all, and these are the few that I found.

The Walt Disney princesses,

yeah, mickey.

And my personal favourite. WINNIE THE POOH and PIGLET.

And yeah, many kids around the world love them lots,

but soon, times changed and people changed. They grow up.

And once that happens, all that 'magic dust' in them just fades away,

And once that 'magic dust' fades away, they turn the tables around.

Still very 'elegant' ei? -.-

Poor Alice :9

Anyway, I thought this was like quiet funny.

Cause since like I was like 9, I like hated them.

For some reason or another.

But I swear, what the hell man.
When I was like looking at this picture,

I was like ermm.... bewildered.

Then, Mickey was like suppose to be like innocent as such

Ok, maybe it's like not that bad,

but like please, have like once in your life have you seen Mickey like going crazy on a cigar?

Then winnie the pooh.

This photo was like during the swine flu period. So just in case you can't see the text.

it goes something like this.

As the two friends wandered through the snow on their way home, Piglet grinned to himself, thinking how lucky he was to have a best friend like Pooh

Pooh thought to himself "If the pig sneezes, he's fucken dead."

I was like quite upset, cause i really loved winnie. And piglet too. I know it's done by people, but like it's quite saddening how the way they changed it:\

See what has happened to our childhood...

Time is passing by way too fast for me:(

So yeah, that's really all I gotta say.

BYE.

SORRY

2010-02-19T19:41:00.003+08:00

i think I just like insulted someone again:\

completely by accident...

0,0

or something like tat
not veri sure though..

me and my horrid mouth :X

Well anyways if you happen to pass by and see this, look below this line

SORRY

i really didn't mean it.

Anyways, I really have been emo-ish these days, I don't know why.

Tired too:(

I sleep early it's like the same conclusion.
It's like what the hell is wrong with me?

I can't focus in class and I nearly slept every lesson of the day.

Shit lehs, this year is really important,

and i really can't let this insomnia take over me can?

sigh...

really don't know what to do.

then yeah the non-emo part why i posted in the first place.

MY TAGBOARD IS DYING

I might as well dig a grave for it.

i won't like kill you if you're a passerby rite?

I stalked sometimes too,

and yeah, it's like not illegal or something.

PLEASE TAGG!

I'm on my knees T.T

Just joking,

I'm not that stupid.

or no backbone-ish

So anyway,TAGGTAGTAG!

pretty please with ~~cherry~~ domo on top? T.T

and please, i'm really bored with my current life,

so try to keep me occupied in some way please.

Oh yeah, SCIENCE IS LIKE TAKING OVER MY BRAIN.

Like when I sae I want to jump down the building,I would be like

"Then I lose gravitational potential energy which then gets converted to kinetic energy then converted to heat and sound energy. AND die."

LIKE WHAT THE HELL MAN????

I'm like turning into some crazy dude or something :o

OHMYGOSH.

okay, lost for words now,

bye.

PISSED

2010-02-18T21:58:00.003+08:00

I'm like freaking angry now.
You really have no idea how angry I am
It's like I'm all ANGRY(110%)
FIRST time in my life I see such a selfish person.
FIRST time in my life I felt so insulted.
FIRST time in my life I felt this hatred to a person
FIRST time in my life I hated actually TWO people so much
FIRST time in my life i seen such person
FIRST time in my life I ever scolded a person for more than an hour
FIRST time in my life i regretted making a friend
FIRST time in my life I ever had a true enemy

this is really sickening
I really hate this kind of shit
i thought he was a good person
LIKE HOW FUCKING WRONG WAS I
walao NEVER in my life I felt that angry for someone
YOUR JUST A IDIOTIC SICKO!
AND I HATEEEEEE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
SO STOP ACTING SIA
IT'S TRUELY VERY FUCKING IRRITATING
I 'M SUPER PISSED NOW
AND ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT
DEPENDENT LIKE SHIT SIA
I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE
EVER
EVER
EVER
AGAIN!!!

I'm pissed:(

If

2010-02-12T15:35:00.005+08:00

HIIE~

today was SUPPOSED TO BE FINE.

Until I realise today was like 2009 all over again :o

if you knew me well,

I was really scared of p6s last year,

some at least.

BUT I LOVEEE some too(:

I couldn't take seeing some of them walk like as if pai kia like that.

chenxi hates it too.

We would be like making fun of them,

~~make fun of~~ copy them sometimes.

In fact we said that they walked like octpuses.

I'm sure you're reading this with your mouth wide open,

or you're just drooling -.-

but never mind,

not the main point why I became overly complainant,

this is why i updated today,
looks damn familiar?

Its the haiti earthquake,happened not long ago really, just maybe I don't know, 1 month ago?????

You'll probably find this lame, like why the freaking hell should I care about this?

You fucking fool.

This is only one picture I found in the damn many pictures that were there, and believe me, this wasn't the worst one.

This is a picture of an ordinary boy,

what did he do to deserve this?

WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO DESERVE SUCH LUXURY?

This is the sichuan earthquake.

Sadly, this little girl passed on, but look at what she's holding on to.

She's dead ok? And she still is holding on to that pen.

SHE GIVES HER OWN LIFE BUT SHE JUST WANTS THE PEN.

you know why? without this pen, in my opinion,she would not be able to learn.

And tell me what have you done? Skip school?

LOOK AT THAT PICTURE AND U TELL ME WHAT U SEE.

after making this post, I feel so guilty. This gultiness inside me is burning out load. So I'm ending here.

My mom once told me,

"Being able to be a human in this world is like winning TOTO. Living in the this island(Singapore) in tihis home, being able to study in school, believing in happiness. That is priceless."

stupid tupid audition-.-

2010-02-07T15:42:00.003+08:00

STUPID STUPID AUDITION!-.-

I have tried at least like 7 times to download it!

and all it can say is,

blahblah mission abort

den i have to strt all over again-.-

wth is wrong with u??!!!

HOMYGOSH~

im gonna go fucking crazy if i dont manage to download NOW.

and yea, i tink its jammed again -.-

cant u just download?

it save lots of trouble for both of us -.-

saves ALOT of trouble;

i tink i'm mad.

I'm talking to a idiotc com.

PPSSHHHT.

yeah, thnkd alot com now im completely fucked up now.

shitty audition-,-

you're just being completely bias.

why is it that other coms can download and mine cant.

I know you're just trying to drive me crazy):

But must you try that hard?

Its Just FUCKING ANNOYING.

=.=

n now im in a horrible mood.

i hate technology.

It reeks.

And my sore throat is getting worse.

i don't tink i can talk tomorrow.

I think my throat will burst if I do.

I feel like taking the idiotic com and throw it down the building.

yeah. I tink i will.

Not today.

1 fine day.

STUPID AUDITION!

i hate u to the core-.-

i dont know y im actually getting so fucked up over this idiotic game-o.x

GARRRR ]x

this sux alot.

I cant take it.

I think I'll go crazy

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIME FOR MIRACLES

2010-02-05T22:01:00.005+08:00

Feeling really...unemotional. I seriously been feeling nothing. I can't tell whether I'm happy, or whether whatever other emotions I'm suppose to feel. And it sucks alot, it's not like I'm emo or anything but I started to like the smell of rain. Serious.

I think I officially have gone from crazy to mad. Difference? I don't know either.

And I've been getting these idiotic little many insect/bug bites that like completely covers my entire leg. Its pretty gross, and it itches.

Ok, I really have nothing to say, oh yea, I'm really obsessed with banana's now. MUAHA.
*whistle*(oh yeah, I can't whistle-.0)

ok I B.L.A.N.K
seeya next time~
okthnksbye

I'll be the same

2010-02-03T18:22:00.002+08:00

HiiE!

Updating again~

I'm trying to make you jealous again...

u noe why?

because im goin to BODY World!

ok, fine nothing to be jealous about.

You would be thinking like.

Lame sia, this kindda of boring thing oso nid jealous? tsktsktsk.

well besides your horrid english, u are horribly pessimistic.

u noe their real human bodies.

and no no one had to forcefully go there at night to dig them out.

People actually were willing to donate their own bodies(after they died of course)

for these exhibitions!

and there's a proverb,

beauty is skin deep.

isn't it?

its like damm noble can?

and anyways, im bored out of my wits.

and im nt gonna be like others who are like

OMGOMGOMG! PSLE LIAOsss I WANNA DIE! MUS SCORE WEELL!!!!!!!!!!!!

im getting sick and tired of this kindda stuff.

it jus irritates me to the core.

study hard.focus.aim.

nt saying im like goin to do 500 times btr den u,

but like positive a bit can?!

-the end-

now doesn't tat settle it?

anyways, my brains are dried and all wringed up,

BYEBYE!

FACEBOOK

2010-01-31T13:55:00.002+08:00

ellos people! short notice, r u offended that i deleted u as my friend on the facebook (the one wif no face)? yea. deepest apologizes. tat was my inactive acc. n i deleted it :9 why?

first, i have another acc wich i access probably everyday of my life.

second, it pisses me off to see facebook spamming my email saying i haven't been veri active.

i actually wanted to delete it earlier, but i felt guilty cause it made me feel lke i insulted the peeps who actually did add me. really sorry. all my fault. tats why i prayed that i added everyone in my unactive acc to my active acc, after i deleted my inactive acc. confused? so am i ><.

so please do forgive me yea?

oh yeah, btw im starting a friendly streak.

anyone who add me on facebook, OR anyone i added on facebook i promised myself i would say something like "heey thnks for the add(:" or "hiie thnks for accepting my add(:"

i told u i'm nice.

just tell me if i forgotton to do so. I'll give myself a slap on the face(:

Thanks for the co-operation. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARYL!

2010-01-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

this post is specially for my carebear(:
KARYL TAN MEI LING
I LOVE DIE U MAN! xD
u noe u rock my socks off :]
even though I only started like talking to u on 5th of jan,
somehow for some reason,
it took me like 5 seconds to realise how nice u were.
and tats how u got the name carebear right? hahas
even though i missed the chance to be close to u in 2009
wen u still were in AIPS,
im glad that i got to know u this year(:
and all it took was for u to be yourself,
and it already means alot to me.
you noe why?
cause i don't nid to know how u talked or even how u looked like in real life,
it was the personality that made me touched.
By yr bubbly ways and the being fun-loving person
u may not understand what am i writing/blogging about,
but as long as u know that u are a great person, karyl,
i have succeeded in what i am writing(:

Happy Birthday Karyl(:
stay happy ~~forever~~ a lifetime.

SNOR

2010-01-28T21:53:00.005+08:00

ellos...
my taggboard is dying.

yeap it is.

u noe why?

cause u stalker just refuse to tagg...

how immature -.- free loader!

but i thank the people who actually do tagg(:

anyway, been really tired lately, can't pay attention in class...

i TRY to sleep... but someone would always wake me up -.-

den i becum cranky. and its all that person's fault.

math n chinese is rly veri draggy.

n i don't tink i can hold on for very long.

and the best part is, its only been like 4 weeks?

n my dad oso starting to add stress to me too.

i noe its for my own good but it just sickens me to see the awfully draggy time pass.

FINALLY, volleyball started xD

old coach came to our school today wif his other young students from sembawang sec.

hahas met Lean. (lee-anne)She's really nice(:

n the boys who were playing with the other girls smile until so wide

mouth going to rip liao .

aiyoo, lucky never nose bleed...

lol...jealous much? haha.

den... me hubby felice,xuelea mei n putri was playing wif Lean,

den before I knew her name, she asked me for mine.

obviously i said Alexis.

den she said her name oso alexis.

LOL... den in the end

欺骗我感情

her name was yiling/lean...

lie tat lor...

hahas jkjk...

den after volley, me and hubby follow xuelea home...

den after each her house, *nobody there*

wahh, so long never see her house lerhs.

about 2 years i think. yea.

den was rushing home so can't stay there until someone came bak. SORRY!

den after that walking to 169 bus stop wif hubby,

den saw huiting(:

hahas oso so long nvr see her too~

she join basketball(unexpected)

den she was wearing her naval base PE, wif a black cap(boyish style)

den hubby damm cute lor, say

aiyaa, huiting! don't tomboy la, tomboy nt good one! veri bad one lehs!

LMAO... 无话可说

den tok tok for a few minutes den continued our way~

den wen we crossing the zebra crossing,

we saw a dead bird...

wahh, sad like wat lor,

so poor thing...T.T

den oso can't do anything.

den we saw alot of white white thing on the ground.

yeah, bird poo.

then hubby was like EEYER!

den we quickly cross over to the other side of the road.

LOL. no difference.

den took bus 169 home~

-bored period-

den called twinnie tok tok for awhile at night~

she so hardworking still learning her chinese spelling.

So didn't want to disturb the genius in her thinking space,

so i did my homework.

and i didn't want to do it, so like wat i always do...

BLOG!

lol... ok rly nthin to say.

TOODLES!

My childhood

2010-01-23T22:15:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!! I found this in my old blog~~ 2008 one... OMGOMGOMG... i can't believe how time past... MY TWINNIE last time i nt close to her at alll!!!!! *gasp*
I remember I was wif Xue Lea & Felice last time...
good times yeah?
haizz...i tink time past too fast o.o

hihi hihi^^ 2morrow rope skipping strt liao sad sad bud mine on fri bud my rope
skipping sux...-_-" confirm will kAnna laugh one... haha...bud there is tis girl
named chen xi more pai seh she pro at skipping den they tell her go n do the
stupid routine n tey show at assemly hahaahhahaha now i noe y so mani ppl like
chen xi...she smmart, pretty,prefect girl, leader and etc...^^i nt close to her
at all, but i hear alot abt her...byes!!!

Well I don't know bout u but I'm shocked... Super sorry twinnie... But other then tat i digged out quite a few memories from the past, and realised I'm as equally guailan as I am todae WOOTS. and tis is wat i found...

16/9/08

hihi haha todae somethin damm funny happen I was at my ama house I was tokin on ther phone wif felice den suddenly heard this indian man/radio talkin damn loudly den me n her was lke laughing/scared... den hang up, I call agn usin my hp instead of my grandma house phone den ok le....so weird~ -_-"

12/7/08

FINALLLYYYYY!!!THE INTERNET IS ALIVE :DDDn my house door open thingy(wadever u call it) replaced wif a thumbprint scanner... BYEBYE keysssss! XDi told my sis but she thout i fake her... hahabut its like dammm cool, I wouldn't believe it either if it was meee XD

and now wen i look at my main door i will be lke 'yeah so? wats the difference?'

When things changed...

9/18/09

HiiiEEEEEEEEEEi saw many domos 2dae.....*SCREAM!!!* Ok, lets start frm here.I was in Chenxi hse, we finished our project.I was invited to junction 8, and of course instead of going home, I followed.Chenxi mum went somewhere, and me n chen wandered off we were looking at every store on the 4th floor la (:Too bad i 4got to bring my wallet T.TSo we jus stared blindly.Den we entered more than words.A GIANT DAMN CUTE DOMO was there AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHyea... it was lke 2 hundred plus bucks... ):den we saw the domo section...OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!there were mini domo's at way cheaper price lathe i llke size one was 5.90wich was completely reasonable lor!!!!haiiiiii..... den chenxi mum called we went down chenxi mum gve money to cx to buy yogurtswweeetDen went home... b4 fetching her bro frm Raffles institututionGeniuses... -.-lke halfway on ther, both fell asleep...DAMN CUTE NIAso reached home...immediately on ther comand now...bored.Soo thats it 4 todae...BYEE~~~~

haha tis was when my obsession for DOMOs started:]

Was love just a game to you? Or were you just playing with my heart? Was I just being ignorant?Did I even mean anything to you?I shan't drag this any longer...I guess I would forgotten you...How long has it been? 14 days? 34 days? 57 days...57 days wasted...But nomore shall I drag my misery...From now, 5.12p.m. ,22 September 2009 Tuesday,I, Alexis Chen Kit May has forgotten hym,From this point on...I am alone.

The guy who you made me forget... and made me loved you.

i miss old times. alot. i wld do anything to get it bak.....

38 天

2010-01-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

I'm a stupid person you have to understand that.
I never understood what 'ily' mean.
When people actually typed tat in he/her blog i wld be lke
wad the hell is that dude? typo?
it took me 4 months to find out tat it meant i love you.
Its been 38 days thinking too deep. and believe me it sux.
and come on how old am i 12 (tis year anyway)
im still a little kid!
wad the hell am i thinking!
GOSH.
I'm gonna go crazy...
sadsadsad...
i dont believe tat writing a thousand apologizees is gonna change anything.
no offense to the people who had/have.
and believe me.
i still do miss.
its might not be complete english.
but its wad i really think.
so wad can u do bout it nia?

COMPLETELY UNMOTIVATED HERE T.T

2010-01-23T13:08:00.002+08:00

hellos dear people on earth~ do you know that you are being 利用-ed now? By who?ME.
i dunno why feel so good girl want to finish hmwrk by today. BUT...
1. I left my eng hmwrk under table
2. I feel veri unmotivated to do chinese compo T.T

so i decided to waste time blogging! YAY ME:]
going over to chenxi house later, well maybe.
she was SUPPOSE to be home, but she's probably out wif her mum etc.
then now? waste time lor, since bout 60% of homework is done.
GARR... so pissed, IM DAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM OVERWEIGHT!!!!!!!!!
u have no idea how FAT i am do you?
good. best u dont noe.
I'm probably just spoiling my reputation now just by saying that.
What to do? I'm bored.
hmmm... but tell me honestly(if you seen me before as a human)
am I fat?
im super sensitive about this kindda of stuff.
it upsets me in many random ways:(
saddening nia
its the boring-est saturday ever lor.
oh------crap?
ok i have seriously nothing to say.
Why?
cause I haave nothing to say you idiot. -.-
soo....
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

You Laugh At Your Own Stupidity

2010-01-19T18:21:00.004+08:00

Heey, see that Big title there? What is that?

That is What Mr Durai called me when I accidently said that a prism has 5 faces. Opps my bad. Anyway, compared to the other naggings I got this year,its really nothing:\didn't scold me or anything, just that when I was laughing at my own mistake, he just replied "You arhs, only laugh at your own stupidity". Which I find quite meaningful,

Don't you find it meaningful? Cause I do. Anyway I want you to see this advertistment.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rUANZtlFWo

(veri sorry dears, don't know why I can't put the video up)

ignore the last part of the ad, that completely ruined the whole thing. anyway, if you didn't watch it, the main key point is, that you only time you feel free is the day you are born. Other then that you're boxed in.Whether you were a little one.

Or whether you are/were a student. You're boxed in.

And soon enough you'll be that too. BOXED.

so what can u do to feel carefree?

What does these pictures make YOU, you as a person think about?

You think their crazy?happy? or free?

well if you think their crazy, then yeah you're really sadistic-.-

happy? yea, u could say that.

Free... is this what u really think?

hmmm....for that answer I guess it's pretty much how you put life.

so... OH YEAH!

this post is dedictated to DARDAR and DARLING <3333333333333333333333333333

(L) u guyss TTM(: a little short summary about these people...

DARDAR

- Miss Yao Chen Xi

- Born on 5 March 1998

-Lives just a few houses away

-My twinnie(:

- LOVE HER FOR LIFE<33

DARLING

-Miss Daphne Cheong Shi Ying

-Born on 21 Augest 1998

-Me and Chenxi's Darling(:

-Irritated by Havenesh x]

-LOVE HER FOR LIFE<33

i don't want to get too personnel for some pathetic reasons. LOVE U GUYS ALOTTTT!!<33

And of course all my gans too:) (i scared my mistress ltr angry:DD)

hahas well tats all for 2dae...BYEBYE!

RANDOM POSTING:DD

2010-01-18T17:02:00.003+08:00

harlo~ put yr pencils down kids, there's nothing to learn about in this post:DD
im jus gonna tok in a veri random way on wat happened todae...

hmm...after sch went home to go out n bought lunch bak home~~ I ate KFC teehee

i ACTUALLY promised myself I wouldn't eat another KFC again, after watching that video on how they ~~slaughter~~ toture the chickens.

but to prevent them from being wasted and dying for no pathetic reason, i did :L

im such a promise breaker.

But as i have said before, watcha gonna do bout it? hmm?

haha.hehe.teehee...

den hmm...i wanted to do homwrk but den i was too lazy and unmotivated to do it, blehs...

*slap**slap*

shit dude, im starting my laziness agn!

oh yeah, shit isn't a bad word ok?

its your faeces, your 大便...

its logical science. u can't accept tat fact, i hope u fail it. :DD

so i haven' t even spoken a single bad word. so im keeping my promise x]

see?im such a good girl (:

hmm...yeah, tats pretty much i gotta say...

*whistle**whistle*

oh yea, i got 5 domos ehss~~!!

thnks to DADDY!

now aiming for new phone...

MY PHONE SUX!

it keeps jamming up, and its rly frustrating.

hmm... i shouldn't be such a greedy person.

never mind, 1 more year contract finish liao T.T

忍！忍！忍!!!!!

hmm...byebye~!

请告诉他，我不爱他。

2010-01-15T18:42:00.011+08:00

別告訴他，我還想他
恨總比愛容易放下

-还想她 Jj Lin

heyss~i told u i wont update so much, i lied:\ i seriously have nthin to do.

I'll probbably say "not free to update blog etc" wen PSLE is closer, for now I rly have nthin btr to do, i feel rly depressed, cause feel lke I'm losing a fren day after day...

oh yeah, its been a month since wad happened, exactly 30 days:\

oh yea, i thought of a title alrdy...

NERDS

so what do you think is a nerd?

tis guy, hu seems lke he is proud to be one...

Or this dude here, who has nthin to do with life, and spends his time in a square screen?

well, it seems that there is a veri big variety of them. of course some geeks r just gross. or lke my dad n uncle(geeks) they tok geek talk,as wat me n my sis would say. for example:

Uncle: Eh, wad programme u using arhs?

Dad: I using the xxx (i dowan get sued for usin a programme name-.-)programme.

Uncle: Ah, veri got lehs, where u buy from?

Dad:Oh I buy from xxx shop.

Uncle:how much ar?

Dad:quite reasonable lehs......

and the geek talk goes on and on, *Shiver* me n my sis would jus stare blindy into space waiting for them to tok lke a normal human. Don't get me wrong, my father is veri erm... thut. but he veri fun, well sometimes at least. my uncle arhs, oso veri fun to be wif, just tat both of them look DAMMM geek :B lol. btw u noe my dad's phone bluetooth name is: 'cool guy?'

EEYER >__<

but if u hadn't realised, geek fashion is in~ for example:

the famous geek specs, i got them too xD

I personally dont lke the girl lol, but anyways not bad urhs?(above)

for boys....er, okai la is still about the same...

heehee, too lazy to find stupid images ><

oh yea tis will be my las pic

tis photo is for the people who don't tagg ~ (except u twin:])

tagg pls? don't be a free loader, tagg wont kill u rite? dont so stalker-ish pls!!

well tats all i gotta say byeeeeeeeeeeee, btw if u had noticed i became slightly teeny beeny mre vulgar, do mindme:] i'll try to change... BYEE

I decided not to put my shitty face on facebook unless i find a nice picture, i noe im nt pretty lke her ok, sorry lor, i can't change that fact.

Bad Romance

2010-01-13T16:39:00.003+08:00

Ellos. updated agn:] wont be updating alot tis year, as u noe its PSLE. -insert sad face-

so yeah, its a draggy year for me. anyway 2dae miss kaur asked us to show our baby photos to the class:D we had fun laughing n stuff lke tat.

tis is the one i showed...

lol, i noe i look stupid jus ignore it, will ya?

i was 3 n i THINK i was having my 3rd bdae.

i still gt plenty lols...

but i rly dont wan to show them.

but i haven't change much, have i?

I WAN SEE KELVIN ONE!!!!!!!

u dirty minded freak, is jus tat his baby photo is really damm cute:DD

hehes...anyway, still dry, n no ideas r coming to me.

So probably don't kip yr hopes up for a full post until PSLE is over.

lol.lmao.rofl.

veri tired these days, always feel lke slping in maths n chinese class. currently quite busy so BYEE~

JUST A DREAM

2010-01-11T18:17:00.001+08:00

Yea, be a idiot and and laugh at that photo. Hm, how mature of you -.-.

anyways, SORRY...still can't tink of a title,sorry...

let me brainstorm for awhile, jus give me a few days.

hmmm, let me jus recap on what happen yesterday+today...

my mum gt into a fight with my neighbour yesterday(REAL scolding type of fight) and all our neighbours are talking about it. Nahh, who cares right?
The tiny hole I feel into last week is now filled with trash. (long story)
The construction goin on around our school RUMOURS said that it may be 2 blocks of flats, OR an old folks home-.-
I TINK a bangladesh man pointed a middle finger at me, bastard -.-
hmmm......I hate Gate C for no pathetic reason.

Well, that was fast, hmmm....I've been thinking what to write for lke 3 hours on the com:/

yeah, but i still can't tink of anything to write:]

I very 'cute' hors?

hmmm... oh:0

i forget i had hmwrk.... Crap...

oh yea, I should rub tis in your face firs.

I'm another $150 richer!!!!! yay!!!

first time i gt a cheque lehs...

its pretty cool~!

ok i shoudn't be such a pain-in-the-ass show off...

my mum & dad are goin overseas for thursday n friday...

parents gone=slightly more freedom:)

i love my parents don't get me wrong,

jus more freedom xD

anyways i gtg do homework

see I'm such a tutty pants B)

i gtg byebye~!

DOWN

2010-01-11T14:55:00.001+08:00

heeys, just wanna say hi... jus veri depressed... no appetite at all, feel hungry, jus dont wanna eat.>.< - i jus feel like pulling of all the hair off my head:/('fave' phrase now) Currently watching Spongebob SquarePants:]
pray tat it would cheer my spirits up...-.- tat's all I'm gonna say for now...can't tink of any full posts anymore...ideas peeps? will be glad to hear it, any random subject will do,

FUCK MY LIFE MAN!!!!!
FUCK 2010!!!!!
FUCK THE FACT I HAD TO EVER HAD MET U!!!!!

Sorry, it's a words that people use so much, that they get tired of it...

Saying I love you

2010-01-08T23:27:00.001+08:00

hahas, watching snakeman(yea, duno wad movie is tat too) on channel 5, the erm climax of the story is the 'snake' killing/burning the ppl attacking it. the snake is lke damm fake cause it jus looks lke animation?yea. but the funny/gross thing is the snakes are lke ripping their limbs off?(its a 3-headed snake, no originality hor?)den the snake dunno go n shoot poison into tis guy eyes, damm freakin gross, the whole face was lke crunching into a paper ball? -__x den the ending EVEN better worhs, gt the 2 good survivors kissing in the cave?(grossest part dude) wad the snake do? actually tell u da truth i oso dunno cause i long-sighted den can't see :9 anyways it's jus WIERD!!

BEWARE: AFTER TIS HALF-POST U WLD TINK I'M A FCKIN EMO! DON'T
thanks to a picture, it made me hyper & crazy, and immediately cheered up my day:)(well make it night) even though i noe tat u hated me tat much,

i kip lookin at tat photo

again....

again.........

and again................................................

yr face nvr changed for the pas 2 years, hasn't it? heh.
u still look lke a little kid...
plus i took tis facebk quiz:what is my love quote?"
" Love is like drinking beer... Once you get too much of it, you begin to act stupid."
hah. laughed at tat too:) my sis thout i was mad.
laughing to myself...i can't even describe tat as pain or happiness.

Burn the fairytale memories

2010-01-08T21:28:00.001+08:00

BLOGGING AGAIN!
these few days of school where more stressed, cause more hmwrk n stuff. SURPRISINGLY, i strt to lke my CCA(volleyball) i'm lke damm excited for the next practice... its freaking wierd o.o... btw 2dae watched 当我们同在一起. I barely watch it ders, but then i see jian hong suffer so much pain from xiao bei, saddening TTM lehsss T.T
see la, all mediacorp fault o.x
lol.LMAO.ROFL. goin bak on track i will be writing about...

PHOBIAS

So tell me, what's your phobia?

Spiders?

claustrophobic?

Incoming Balls?

i would say, 'you'll get over it' and stuff lke tat,
but wif no white lies, a 85% chance u caan't:/
Ok, let me tell you my phobias...from least to most...

Trapped in a maze(experienced before...alone)

ghost, but i'm not gonna put that picture there... as I said before it's scary. -__-

Being a loner, cause no one cares.

Lose all happiness(its slightly different)

No music in my life( it is a phobia right?)

HeartBroken. (expierenced before a month ago~)

and finally last but nt least...

HEIGHTS

yeahs, heights. If you've been to West Mall(doubt you have) its actually pretty high above the ground. I nearly cried when I went down the elavator my legs would be lke shaking...

dont mock me I said NEARLY!!!

so yeah anyways tats all i gotta say, byebye~!

pssst -.- oh-so-silent

2010-01-04T15:29:00.001+08:00

haha school started todae, totally orientation (gd thing) no nid see ppl older(well besides teachers)wich brings me joy and erm happiness( i tink). anyways my holidays i kip having sugar rushes... makes me damm freakin hyper, tat it looks lke im drunk hahas. anyway 2dae wanna tok abt...

Sleep

Oh please who doesn't like sleeping? Yea, probably 90% of the ppl i noe LOVES sleep.

i can't blame them, well cause its a basic nid of life.

But wat abt the other 10%? hmmm?

insomnia?

Scared of the dark?
Ghost?
well im not goin to put those pics...

its fuckin' scary o__-

unless u wan me to strt cryin n screamin my eyes out n nt finish the post,

i suggest u kip yr mouth shut.

so yea, imagine tis.

u slept super late las night maeb 4? 6?

or even btr u didnt slp at all.

next day is sch n you cant skip or play truant.

If u had to lke wake up damm early, n go to sch. tis happen.

i decided nt to put a ugly guy so i put the panda ^^

see? i gt creativity:]
lols jkjk.

but u get the meaning rite? panda eye= eye bags

haha but i bet i scared u ehs?

lol fine. maeb nt scared :/

anyways tat's all i gotta say o.o

just too idiotic-ly bored...

so jus entertain me tis once ok?

byee:3

I LOVE SEZAIRI!!!!!!!!<33

2009-12-27T23:55:00.001+08:00

YAYYAYYAYYAYYAYAY!

SEZAIRI WON!!!!!!!!!!<33

I went to singapore indoor stadium to watch it LIVE lehs:DD

no joke ok? proof? I'll give it to u.

real one leh!! i went wif my sis to watch it

the veri awsome stage.

n sezairi n sylvia waiting for results.

den when they announced the results(i cld oni gt it on screen sry! i was sitting okok close so cant blame me if it isn't good quaility ok?

wahh, today high-spirited to the core :], actually expected Sylvia to win, cause heard more ppl cheerin for her, actually both veri good der, i didn't mind if she was Singapore idol, but i jus <3 sezairi teehee.and btw u noe hw freakin expensive is the tibits there? its lke pocky cost $2.50, den coke cost $3, potato chip cost $4. tryin to rob the daylight of of us lor.well anyways gt volloeyball 2moro -.-
so hve to slp quite earlier sianzz... kk byeees

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-26T00:47:00.001+08:00

hahas, today damm hyper-ed cause we played SNOW!!!! the mini toons one, my godmother lke bought alot alot of it hahas... den we play snow fight, i fall so many times till my piku pain *ROFL*

i'm the best victim amongst them lors... jus turn my back kana hit lke at least 5 times -.-

THE SNOW. it tasted lke... er...*bleh* actually its tasteless, but its like *shiver* ><

Hello everybody! I'm kindda like hacking in her acc but she's beside me lol. anyway, Im joalina , her cousin~ Tell you arh, today she hyper until max arh!~ Play with her pictionary man arh, one word can make her laugh her heads out lorhh. SHE C.M.I one larh! hahas, but overall, its fun larh! FUN AND FUN AND FUN TODAY!!!!!!!I LOVE MY MISTRESS ALEXIS!

How could you be so heartless?

2009-12-22T16:11:00.001+08:00

heeeys quick post k? promised myself tat will fin my hmwrk strting frm 4... so mus kip to my promise left one teeny weeeny one ^^

heey i nid your hlp. i'm learning tis piano song(didn't know i plae piano,now u do-.-) den anyways i learning yiruma songs cause his songs are just freakin nice:DD so i cant choose between this 2 songs.

Kiss the rain

kiss the rain is the song i'm learning now, but there's one more.

tis is the river flows in you aka bella's lullaby. Come one peeps i rly nid yr freakin hlp, if u tink tat the second one is nicer jus tagg me or tell me in person or somethin k??i hve to bargain wif me piano teacher ehs.... so toodles!!!!

Your white lies

2009-12-18T19:05:00.001+08:00

2dae, my mama's collegues came over to party~ den they had kids!( around & below my ages:D) we played games n joked around blah blah blah den these are the people i met.

She's Eva. p6 this year... TALLLL!!!!!!!!!!

hahas cute hor??? She's Natalie. Oni one willing to take photo T.T

Den he is Bryce. We called him JunJun:DD Joker sia... n dotes on his mother to the max LMAO

den still gt his siblings: Lucas n Trisha(sry i tink tis is wrong spelling)

Lucas called HongHong den Trisha called WeiWei...Oh yea... TRISHA IS DAMM FLEXIBLE! her entire arm can just twist 360 degress leh!!! scary dude! too bad they dowan take photo haizz...

den jus before they left, Eva spread to me flu, den i spread to Bryce LMAO(oh yea LMAO is lke my most fav word now:D)den now my flu serious lor.... *HA-CHUU* hahas well tats all byeeees~~

I'm so sorry... Even though I doubt u wld ever forgive me...I'm sorry

心痛比快乐更真实

2009-12-15T19:34:00.001+08:00

heeeeyssssss~ been goin bak to sch library kindda often these dayss....too bored at home, so i volunteered myself( well desiree called me to cum but anyways..)to stae there frm 9+ to 4+ every weekday... Great...... anyways tis shld b the las week i hlp out le bah, cause my cousins comin bak( my ah yi married a london guy n my uncle married a spainish lady, n both of them migrated to respected countries) n they comin to singapore fer family reunion... haizzz.

i mean lke dont get me rong they rock my socks off n all but im gonna miss alots of things in sch tat i wont be able to do in wen pri sch open, n its kindda saddening T.T

anyway movin on fer todae...
ee, woke up at 9.45 early rite.... DESIREE woke me up -.- she gave me morning call lol, sae library open liao(library was SUPPOSED to b open on... er 12?)den reach there at 11... (still half-asleep) den at there do wrk and blah blah etc etc... den mr yeoh, his wifey n kid came to the library(GOSH!!) the kid is lke so cute lorrrsss... den they left lke 15 min after, den me desiree, Mdm Lin n er...( cant remember her name person) went to chong pang to eat, come bak lke kana heatstoke -.-

den ye wei went to buy cheese fries, n he called me alicia..... gosh my name its nt lke its tat hrd to pronounce rite?... anyway den blah blah den went bak home,I saw a worm tat looked lke a idiotic snake

*////edited
(eee, i owe u guys a pic, lazy take my phone n
USB cable, hehes;D) here's the pic LMAO

i was there lke a baichi lookin at it for at least 5 mins teehee

den went home saw my sis (in the dark) watchin a korean drama... by the looks on her face, her ass has been stuck to the couch since she woke up. meh, usual. den was dead tired, den plop on my bed n i tink i fell asleep. i tink. it was either i was dreamin tat i was asleep lols... den er i guess tats all ...

toodles!!!

Hachi and Mari and the three dogs

2009-12-10T18:11:00.001+08:00

wahh first time in 3 years i cried over watchin a show/video...MUS WATCH~ *CLICK* make sure u are freakingly foucused wen u watch it, or else u wont get the meaning k?

to me, tis is the sadest video in the world lor... HAH, too bad for the lazy ppl hu dont even bother watchin... YOUR BIG LOSS!!!!
second one is called Mari and the three dogs

oso saddening lor... i cried lke damm dramatically, n tats is freakin rare. if u equally <3 dogs as much as me, im sure u wld cry too. i dont even cry in those lke love movies when the guy dies blah blah blah. cause in my opinion dogs are mre loyal lor... haizzz, n they could make me cry in lke less than 10 mins, and try me, tats nt easy xD

hhahas tats all toodlezz~!

GARRR, i gt tricked -,-

2009-12-09T22:11:00.001+08:00

AHHHH damm it~ my sis len $50 frm me -.-

curses,被骗了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol,is nt i dont trust her... is jus tat wen i len her things...

i nvr get it bak =.=

SHIIIIIIITIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

KIMBERLY CHEN U BTR

RETURN ME!!!!!!!!!!

Without a word

2009-12-08T22:28:00.001+08:00

"Without words,you made me know what love is

Without a word, I have given you this love

But know I'm like this holding on to my breath,you quickly stole my heart and left"

Park Shin Hye-Without words

Haiz tryin so hard to watch finish tis Korean Drama: You're beautiful

wahh i <3 it to the max dude x]

cause there is HONGKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n the drama is freakin funny/sweet, i lke it btr than BOF( actually i lke alot of shows more than that pretty boy show xD)
Hu is Hongki? Stupid Question.

He is the BESTEST( n so is daesung, but focusing on Hongki^^)

understandable if u say he look unglam in tis photo, but he is seriously damm cute, oh yeah, IM NOT BOY HUNGRY, i jus lke him a lot, as a fan ^^]

GAARRR, other than tat im trying to focus on my studies, ITS TIME TO BE SERIOUS ><
I rly wan do well sial... at least get 225+... haizzzz, rly mus wrk hrd... though i dont wan go wad sep sch... I cant take the pressure for 4 years~ :]

i wan go half neighbourhood half sep sch, or jus neighbourhood sch. my sis is tryin her freakin bes to persuade me in joining Canberra Sec, i considering onli... Teehe^^
n plus gt affiliation marhs, so shld be easier to get in de. n why am i tokin abt tis lols... havent even sat for the exam, den tok all tis kind of thingys~ im going off course agn, GARRR....im goin mad -.-

well tats all byees~!

Be happy for him...no matter what

Radomness

2009-12-02T19:52:00.001+08:00

heey~ superbly bored so im goin to go random on giving myself Q n A.

Q.Describe stupidity.

A.Something someone does that is idiotic or lame, and tink tat it is cool.

Q.Do u snor in your sleep?

A.Nah,dont tink so... i dream talk :/ i can ans u in my slp, but it comes out completely with no link.

Q.Would you tell somebody something embarrassing about yourself?

A.if im drunk or sugar rushed then yeah i wld.

Q.What do you think abt PSLE?

A.it just give me an impression tat MOE is stupid and has nothing to do cause it barely comes out in any news tat i hear abt.

Q.Describe your CCA.

A.Yeah, i suck in it -.-... its lke if im the runner in the olympic games to light up the big bowl(wadever its called) i wld trip and burn down the whole stadium.
Groovy.

Q.What is your impression on boys who tink their cool?

A.They irritate me. They walked lke as if they were never thought how to walk, so they walk lke idiotic octopuses swingin their hands up n down up n down~ n wen u try to sms den they gve u a shrt rply lke 'Nah' or '...' GARRRRRR x[

Q.What is the last thing you would do, but wished you could/would?

A.Throw those boys down a 1056th storey glass-building. HAH, beat tat.

Q.What was your last impression on MJ?

A.Nah, I kindda hate him... though i wonder why magazines lke las year wld gve the title '5 ways to avoid MJ' n lke after he died it wld be 'He will be missed' -.-

so wats yr point?

Q.What do you think a watermelon resembles?

A.the plumness of life.... or tat it stained at least 5 of my shirts before :/

Q.Tell me one thing abt yrslf.

A. I'm a pain in the ass kaypo-rean. Who's gonna stop me ^^

well tats all toodles~

Holidays so far~

2009-11-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

elos, finally after so long im goin to do a pic post:/ starting from...

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went to my cousin's hse, firs time took LRT leh xD... to see their new dog, PUFFY! wahh the ~~dog~~ puppy is lke damm cute la:DD

its lke ther size of my hand -.-

yeah... den tats pretty much it, den movin on to...

malaysia trip
went there for the weekend, i tink its called Kota Tinggi? nt sure lols, it was kampong-ish(i saw chickens:])n i learnt/understood/experienced 10 random facts abt malaysia

there are too many petrol stations in malaysia

best place to see stars

my watch got spoiled while going to a waterfall:/

i finally can blow bubble gum better

i started hallucinating cause i sat in the car for too long

i thought the cows there were donkeys

firs time i sat on a motorbike( wich was movin:D)

i kept eating seafood there

my ears are half-deaf cause i've been hearing too many songs in the car

my cousins are problematic-.-

day 1
more of getting butt cramps, n all of us were like falling asleep wen we reached there.

haha, finally got my revenge westley xD

day 2
i sat on a motorbike, it was SUPER FUN!!!!:]

den took more pics of ther hse( my ah gong de big brother's hse) if u gt watch 1 mediacorp show wad twin stars? their hse inside it leh~ medicorp was lookin for a hse there marhs,so ther uncle hu own ther house 'rented' it to them for the scene... cool uh?

cacti(or cactuses...)

roses

grapes(super sour -.-)

they used to hve chickens wen i came when i was a little kid, all become lunch a few years back probably :/

den goin bak to sinagpore had dinner, at a restraunt wich was on stilts above the sea...den all the 'kids' gt bored after eating so went to play~

no offense wes, another unglam pic xD
the others were playin maths game(invented by kim jie)

n singapore is somewhere there:/

bak to singapore after tat...

TODAY!
did our christmas tree x]

tis was how ther tree actually looked lke

2h30min ltr...

TADDAAA! its lke damm red -.- my dad,sis, aunt n me do de.... nt bad bah~

den we went to ~~torture~~ dress my dog up...

well tats all so far~ my holidays r bak to boredom -.-
toodles~

Insomnia

2009-11-27T00:21:00.001+08:00

ah~~~ midnite, insomnia LOL
cant slp at all...
den 2moro oso confirm panda alrdy 0.x
n me n my sis lke crazy liao,
its midnite n we r lke singing non-stop,
many zao-xia's xD
lucky i tink parents in deep slumber
or else WE'RE dead
tats why the lamest ppl on the world r the happiest(:

and there's something I learnt todae:

I hate people hu kip replying one wrd SMSes, is lke dowan tok jus sae la=.=

people lack self-confidence

oink.

wierd thin abt ppl is tat they noe they tried their bestest of bestest, den in the end come out scoldin themselves, so much for praise yrslf after a hard day's wrk -.-
wat will be will be~

Already Gone

2009-11-26T18:29:00.001+08:00

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Kelly Clarkson- Already Gone

Quick Quick Post, er...
been wif my cousins for the past few days,
going to malaysia tis Sat, yeah I noe, youre jealous xD
jus kiddin. as if lke who has never been to malaysia -.-''
haish, other then tat the holidae jus seems like hell
studying fer PSLE, hve to beat my cousin who scored 220,
idiot, hu ask him so smart, see la xD
nah, fine. nt his fault...
when u lack EQ u hve to hve IQ
taddaa~
LOL, no offense yea,
oh yeah,
Congrats to p6s ...finally get it off your chest,
u jus touchdown on heaven,
in less then 3 months, im goin to b dragged to hell...
LOL
gtg lerhs,
uncle & auntie rush me liao
BYEBYE

Jump then Fall

2009-11-19T16:56:00.001+08:00

every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,

say that you wanna be with me too

cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall

Taylor Swift- Jump then fall

1 day left...
I never thought it would be that painful to let something go....
well i guess it doesn't change pretty much anything, does it?

prize giving day, the second year here.

I want to write a full post this time now, i cant tink abt tomorrow, cause im afraid that i wld be too depressed.

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Was the day i hated u so much, 'hate u until core oso dont have lerhs'

i hated the fact u wld jus kip irritating me, tat once i nearly cried...

but it didn't seem to have bothered u at all.

180508-110909
continued to have a tension

120909
i wasn't supposed to have met u on MSN, but some miracle/unluckiness,
I started tokin to u,

wen u were abt to logout,

u asked for my no.

I hesitated

cause i was still love sick from another person

in the end, i told myself clearly,

I would never fall in love with him

it continues on... and remembered telling u tat

if i dated u i wld be the unluckiest girl in the world,

do i mean it?

do i regret it?

idk... can i take letting go?

All i can say is,

please, meet someone tat can actually bring u happiness,

cause i know i didn't.

the bittersweet memories of you will forever be with me,

and I'll never let it go

will you?

You and I

2009-11-17T19:17:00.001+08:00

This song's MV is touching to the max, i lke the song too <33, tis is romanized version

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

[Chorus]

Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I’ll be right here, baby

[Chorus]
Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I’ll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

2009-11-17T19:13:00.001+08:00

tis is the eng subbed...

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby

You and I together, It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

my love for u will never be replaced

2009-11-17T18:21:00.001+08:00

No matter what happens

Even when the sky is falling down

I'll promise you

That I'll never let you go

park bom- you n I

loves tis song
my mother saw cx's blog, n she was lke -.-, so for the safety of cx n my sake, i cant put her link there.... LOLs

moving on for today...
stayed bak to hlp decorate science lab for 2moro science fair.

But for lke half of the time i spent it somewhere, lookin for the things n turned out nt findin anythin, soorrry guyss T.T

den Maria, Ronald n Ee cheng so nice treat us big bottle of ice lemon tea, thnkiess to u~ <33

we lacked damm lots of materials lol, its lke we needed 5 pieces of majong paper, n our scotch tape was limited to ther max. haish... i rly dunno wad will happen 2moro, mc is goin to flip... xD

YOU FINALLY BAK LERHSSS!!!!!!!! im happie... yet sad cause youre leaving, n i dunno whether the guts i hve is enough. But nt oni u who r leaving, so are the other p6s, even though im scared to even look at them -.- will miss u guys too much... scared i cry T.T

LMAO

When all is crumbling,

Who cares if you disagree?

Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time

Did you even notice the whole world shatter?

You got me crying tonight,

When your hearts under attack

Every second, every single time,

I love him more than life

Cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door

I hope you like me as I am,

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages,

The promises you made

Think I know what are you thinking,

We can still touch the sky

你给的每个纪念,

Flaming Post

Tell them I was happy,

Should I fight for love,

I'm a mess in a dress,

Maybe you'll call me someday

真希望雨能下不停

I'll get by,

The images of our memories,

252 days.

I could really use a wish right now

MIA FOR MYE:(

NOTE

To look into your eyes, and see you looking back.

I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

TEACHERS

I could be chasing, but my time would be wasted

The world is catching up to you.

Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you.

Kiss me goodbye.

Happy Birthday Alexis.

This is not where belong,

Sadness is when Joy fades away

Ohana.

The path I must walk is endless.

No more walkin round with my head down

I broke up today

Its a damn cold world

One year later

Life's Story

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNIE

My sister's keeper

Sign(edited post:D)

USELESS THINGS TO KNOW ABOUT ME

Accident Prone

I think I'm falling for you

SORRY

PISSED

If

stupid tupid audition-.-

TIME FOR MIRACLES

I'll be the same

FACEBOOK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARYL!

*SNOR*

My childhood

38 天

COMPLETELY UNMOTIVATED HERE T.T

You Laugh At Your Own Stupidity

RANDOM POSTING:DD

请告诉他，我不爱他。

Bad Romance

JUST A DREAM

DOWN

Saying I love you

Burn the fairytale memories

pssst -.- oh-so-silent

I LOVE SEZAIRI!!!!!!!!<33

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!

How could you be so heartless?

Your white lies

心痛比快乐更真实

Hachi and Mari and the three dogs

GARRR, i gt tricked -,-

Without a word

SNOR